You closed your door, dropped your things and went to your bedroom. You dived into your bed, burryig your face onto you pillow.
It still smells like him.
Tears started to drip from you eyes.
"What if I didn't bother him? We wouldn't be in this arguement, right?" You thought.
Flashback
You brought Dongrim some Jjajangmyeon. You happily walked in starshipent, greeted the workers there.You finally arrived at the studio of Dongrim.
You knocked on the door and waited for him to open it.
But for some reason, it took him time too.
You started to worry so you slowly opened the door.
You saw him surrounded with crumpled paper.
He had his hands gripping on his hair.
You placed the food on the vacant table and came near him.
"Oppa.. Are you ok?" You asked
"Y/n.. Can you leave me be? I'm not in the mood." He coldly replied.
"Are you sure.. I mean--" you got cutt off
"Can't you understand basic korean? Do you want me to speak in another language just so you could understand what I said?" He raised his voice
You were shocked by his sudden outburst. You left the meal on the table and went out, gently closing the door.
Present
You got up from the bed and did a little quick cleaning.
You went to the kitchen and cooked some dinner.
You ate ahead. As you finished, you left some for Dongrim and sat on the couch.
You started to play on your phone while waiting for him.
Suddenly, you drifted to sleep.
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You woke up with something wrapped around your waist.
It was Dongrim's arms
You slowly unwrapped them and intertwined his fingers to yours.
"Good Morning~" he mummbled
"Morning oppa" you kissed his cheek
"I'm sorry about yesterday" he pouted
"It's fine oppa, just forget what happened"
"I don't know why I'm so lucky to have a girl like you in my life" he whispered
"I could say the same thing to you" you winked at him
He started to blush and avoided your eyes.
He was always shy when it comes to mushy and fluffy stuff.
"You know what? I always thought why your stage name is Madclown when in fact you rarely get mad" you said
"What do you think my name should be then?" He raised his eyebrow
"Shyclown" you laughed
"Why!?" His cheeks turning red
"You're so shy especially when you around me" you pouted.
"B-but--" he trailed off
"Whateverr~~~ you can't even say I love you without cringing and turning red" you laughed
Dongrim pouted and kissed your cheeks.
It was the first time he did that.
"I love you Jagi" he winked at you
"I love you too" your face turning red
"Wanna know why its called Madclown?" He asked
"Why?"
"Because Mad technically means Crazy.. And I am definitely crazy for you" he smiled
"Cornyclown!" You snorted
"Only for you Jagi, only for you"
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