Hey guys!! I'm sorry I haven't been updating that much.. I was really busy and I had alot of depressing moments. And I'm willing to share them with you.
(Btw I'm not gonna mention any names)
So basically we had training for DSPC (Division School Press Conference) on October 24. I was in Collaborative Desktop Publishing. There are two teams, English and Filipino. And I was in english.
So like the past few days, It just happened that I talked to the filipino writer because we really felt comfortable with each other.
On October 26, the filipino writer chatted with me via facebook. Our conversations went on for hours. For some reason, our topic came to relationships.
I asked him if he'd ever asked a girl out. And he said "Yes".
I then told him that "I'm not worth the hype of any guys anyways"
He then suddenly confessed to me.
And to be honest.. I actually LIKED him too.
So we became "more than friends" not "Girlfriend/Boyfriend"
But it only lasted for 3 days (Oct. 29) because he was really rude to my bestfriend which I love so dearly. And I didnt like how he treated people around me. Basically he had alot of attitude problems.
But I told him that we could still be friends because I actually like his company.
So days passed and we haven't really talked that much.
I also heared from my schoolmate that he got back with his ex (which I think is true since I saw a moment on facebook) and Ofcourse I was really upset because come on!!! Feelings just don't disappear that quickly.
Then our groupings for the Math Olympics were given. And guess what? We were in the same team.
It was his elimination yesterday (November 18).
And I wanted to support him because like I said, he's a friend and also a teammate.
So I bought him C2 (a green tea drink)
I went to their room and watched him play.
I then gave it to him and said "Drink this so you wont be stressed"
He then replied "I dont drink that" without looking at me
But I just told him to drink even just alittle.
I then went to my friends. I glanced at him and I saw he gave it to another person. They didnt even finish the drink.
I got really sad because he didnt even say "thank you".
He didnt appreciate what I did for him.
But its all ok now because my cousin (who also goes to the same school) and friends told me he isn't worth it.
So don't worry guys!! I'll be updating as soon as possible.
Have a wonderful day guys!! I love you all <33
