A shy girl with a big dream

Should i continue this

Sometimes friendships are just fake as f  and I should know if you have notifications on you probably saw that I posted a message a while ago Saying that I needed encouraging words honestly So I was in volleyball practice and this girl named Alexa told me like when are you going to play right and I felt really bad and literally wanted to quit the team I lied to my coach because I felt like I was going to cry I guess one of my team mates noticed because she said that I was pretty good considering that I entered half way through last year yesterday we celebrated my big accomplishment of being in a team for a year and to be said that made me feel like all of what I learned through the last year was gone it really hurt and I am not quitting the team but i don't know what to do sorry for the last 2 chapters being extremely bad I have been dealing with this for a while and I promise that I will make better updates and everything also sorry for this one it's just that I didn't know we're else to put it Andes I said in a chapter that this was like a safe haven for me the place that it didn't matter who I was this was the place that I could be me so yea sorry for this bye