Poems

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for what you ask?

I'm sorry i cut myself that even though i promised you every time you saw them i would stop i didn't instead i added more.

I'm sorry i pushed you away i was only scared you'll hurt me like the others did.

I'm sorry I'm not the one you wanted me to be all happy and smiling all the time.

My smile is long gone it was the first time i put the razor to my arm.

I'm sorry for sleeping all the time I'm just weak from all the pain.

I'm sorry I'm not like the skinny girls you want I try to be but i can't.

I'm sorry I fuck almost everything up i don't mean to.

What? You don't care if i'm not perfect?

You love me? You are my only friend I love you as well but we all have to wake up soon

If only i hadn't woken up from a dream you don't even know I'm in pain.

How could you if you don't even breath in my direction

So I'm truly sorry that i am how i am which ended up with you not even being able to be seen with me.

A fuck up like me.

But this is my last sorry I'll be saying for this will be the last breath I'll be taking today

I'm sorry i didn't get better and gave instead goodbye old friend