Is Love A Strong Word? || MGK EDITING !

3

-colson-

For hours, I've driving on the lonely roads, going nowhere and anywhere really. I enjoyed the freedom of the open road, taking in everything I could from the streets of Cleveland passing by buildings twinkling lights illuminate everything else in my view. The question that wouldn't stop bouncing around in my mind was why didn't she say yes to me, was it that bad? Maybe, it's because I think I'm in love with her but I don't know exactly. I'm just over thinking this. How can you love someone so quick within a couple days. I silently thought myself.

I stopped at a red light and reached out to get my phone and started to blow her up like crazy.

Me
Aubree, you need to call me ASAP.

Sent 10:35

-aubree-

Colson

Aubree, just give me an answer now. So, I don't have to wait anymore because I'll find it easier to give me an answer now instead of making me wait. Read 10:39

Colson

Pick up RIGHT NOW!

Read 10:41

Colson

You really had me think we were actually something but I guess not. Read 10:45

Colson Jesus fucking christ, please. I just want to talk to you. Read 10:47

-aubree-

I sighed and wrapped the blankets around me even more. My bestfriend wasn't even here to comfort me right now and I wanted to cry my eyes out because my life seems to be in a rocky state as of now. I don't have a job and then Colson throws this upon me, like I don't have a life here. Why do I need to up and leave with him. We barely know each other but I really feel for him. ew feelings. I thought to myself. I don't have any family anymore. All these thoughts hit me at once. All of my family disowned me, due to my bad decisions and the fact most of them are dead. Everything is starting to get to me. Colson was just adding to the stress, yet I knew he was suppose to be the one thing that distracted me from all of it.

Aubree Call me. Sent 11:01

Colson Don't ignore me like that again. Sent 11:03

I told Colson to call me since I really didn't feel like texting anymore and as crazy as it sound I honestly just wanted to hear his voice. his voice was yet so smoothing but so seductive. I just wanted to hear it.

My phone lit up and I quickly answered it, "hello?" I whispered.

"Aubree, do you have an answer for me yet?" He said lowly.

"No, but I don't think we should, Uh - be together right now, you need to focus on your career and I don't need this right now." I mumbled snuggling more into my blankets.

"And?" he sounded disappointed.

"And what?" I slowly let out.

"So? Let me get this straight you mean to tell me you got my hopes up about you, You made me think you was different and now and that I asked you to take a step further in this relationship or whatever you call this. You want to back out now?" He growled.

"Uh, Colson I'm so - " I began explaining until he cut me off. Relationship? I paused in my thoughts. Whoever said this was a relationship. Why would he even think that?

"Fine." he hung up without giving me a chance to explain myself.

-aubree-

I had been laying in bed for almost hours looking at the pitch black room, it was pitch black expect for the shine of the moon coming through the curtains. Just hollowed and empty.

Aubree Jessica, I miss you so much. Sent 01:14

I just thought maybe texting Jessica everything will just start to make sense because everything with me and Colson seemed to be moving extremely fast and I can't take it right now.

Aubree I don't know if maybe you just needed this business trip to take time apart from me, but if it is then I miss you so much. it's literally killing me. I think everything is making me stressed out right now but I need you. Sent 01:20

I started to explain to her what was going through my mind, just simply waiting on here response.

Jessica I miss you too and everything is fine just to let you know. No. I'm seriously on this stupid trip. The CEO is mad annoying. lol. You know I hate being away from you lmao. You need to take a breathe and relax, Aubree. I love you so much and don't forget that. Isn't Colson that rapper guy? right? If so just try to work things out with him, he's really nice and don't let him go that easily. okay? If going on tour is what YOU want go for it. Well, love you and I'm tired and need sleep. So, goodnight. Sweet dreams. Sent 01:25

I smiled at the text calming myself down, knowing she was okay as I clicked my phone off, putting it on the charger. I sighed and pulled the blankets even more to my nose just laying there.

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srsly. a short chapter sorry.