A/N: short filler chapter.
Ghost
My little porcelain angel doesn't remember me. Just my name. He doesn't remember himself either. The way his smile lights up a room, or his infectious laugh. The way he sings, or gets all stuttery when bashful, or any of the little quirks I love about him. This is all my fault. If I had kept a better eye on him we wouldn't be here. Stupid stupid stupid,
"Ghost?" Ricky's small voice says. I looked up and his beautiful eyes were filling with tears. I got in the bed with him and held him close. He sniffles and lays on my chest. His small frame starts shaking so I held him tighter and rubbed his back. Ricky's a sniffling mess now and looks up at me with the make up running down his face. I wiped some of it away and he just silently looks at me. Beautiful.
"What am I to you?" He finally asks. I thought about it for awhile. That's a good question. We're a little more then friends but not exactly boyfriends. It's confusing. I could say we're boyfriends but if he ever recovers and realizes I lied to him, then who knows what he'll do. But if I say just friends I may friend zone myself permanently and I can't live with that.
"Well we're not exactly friends but not boyfriends just yet. I love you Ricky but if you don't wanna be in a relationship I understand." He nods and remains silent for the next 10-15 mins. After an hour I realized he had drifted off again and I smiled, pulling his black hair from that gorgeous face of his. I sighed then started to get out of the bed but Ricky wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Stay please." I hear him whisper so I shifted to get comfortable and laid back. I hope the nurses don't mind me in his bed. I'm not blocking any IV cords so I hope it's fine.
"Sleep well my porcelain angel. I promise no harm will come to you again." I whispered in his ear and kissed his head. Thats a heavy promise but I fully intend to keep it. Failure is not an option. I pulled out my phone and made a long overdue call.
"9-1-1? Yes I'd like to report an abuse."
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Nyctophilia || Ghorror
FanfictionI Won't Let You Fall Tonight rewrite. Better, longer, and more thought out. Enjoy! Also Nyctophilia is the love of darkness or the dark. Some of my demons left me, some are just asleep. Some travel with me, others haunt me from the deep. The little...
