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***justin***

Damn....yes....yes I know im a monster okay.

But you cant really blame me; im a criminal what do you expect anyway.

I do feel bad about the things I do to her but cant you really blame me for that too...I mean she spits on my flawless face;).

The has been a gang following us..it a new gang trying to take over our things that we have worked so hard for...

Well too bad the loosers cant take me down...in fact no one can. Right now im sitting in the kitchen doing business on my laptop while drinking beer.

Ring ring ri-

Who the fuck could be calling me. I groan and check the ID to see that it unknown.....mhmm who could it be.

I pick up my phone and answer it.

Phone conversation

Me: justin speaking...hurry up yeah? I dont have the whole fucking day.
Unknown person: hello to you too.
Me: ahhh...charlie I can recognize that stupid voice of yours from anywhere..what the hell do you want...
Charlie: so you do recognize me....well...justin you got a good looking girl with you but you are making her look like a zombie by the way you are treating her..I would treat her better.
Me: fuck off charlie quit stalking me..and her alone.
Charlie: I haven't touched her ....yet
End of conversation.

Damn...not her. Not fucking her.

Yeah..I still have feelings for her.

Oh well im gonna make her food her three week-not eating-punishment is over.

I made her lunch cause its noon now.

I walked up the stairs to her room to find her staring at the ceiling with a blank expression on her face. She noticed me and looked at me. Her eyes were lifeless and tired.

"Hi..you punishment is over and I brought you food."I said softly. She just stared at me and it making me feel uneasy.

"You hungry?" What a stupid question of coarse she is hungry.

I haven't fed her for the last three fucking weeks for God sakes.

I saw that she wasn't responding or doing anything but staring at me with that blank expression.

I went to sit next to her and started feeding her. She hesitated at first but gave up and let me fed her.

After I was done feeding her. I inchained her.

"Do you wanna bath?"

Yes..she has been showering..

She nodded her head yes. Her body was sore from sitting and the lack of moving around. So I picked her up bridal style to her bathroom.

I filled the bath tub with warm water and some bubbles for her to relax.

I dont know why im being nice to her but It feels right me taking care if her.

I left the bathroom so she can have her privacy.

After 30 minutes she came back. She sat on the bed...her skin wasn't pale anymore.

I really felt bad now. Ugh the things this girl makes me feel. I mean I dont feel bad for anyone.

"Im sorry for the way i've been treating you..and for everything" I apologized.

She stared with that emotion-less expression on her face.

What is wrong with her.

"Please say something"I begged.

Damn I dont even beg..again the things this girl makes me feel and do.

"It okay.."she whispered it wasn't even audible. Im surprised I heard her.

"No it not okay...Im a monster,a criminal, a cruel person...ohh please stop me....it hard to be saying that to myself although I know it true and quit agreeing you're not helping the Situation " I said.

She crack a small smile. A silent tear slip from her eye and I got close to her so I can wipe the tear. "Whats wrong please dont cry...Im sorry" I said.

"You starved me for three weeks justin...you beat me up. You-you punched me in the face you called me worthless and a slug"she whispered more tears running down her cheeks.

My stomach twisted. I felt so guilty. The only thing I could do was to hug her and tell her I didn't mean it and that I was sorry.

30 minutes passed..

"Selena...sel..selena " I looked down to see that she was sleeping. She was like an angel when she was sleeping.

Damn sel the things you make me say.

I held her closer to my arms and I fell asleep too.

Fuck the thing you make me do...now im fucking cuddling ughhhh selena.

I realizes that I love this girl in my arms.....

Wait wait wait did I hear myself say the 'L' word. This cant be happening.

The things you make me say too. Fuck.

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