✖✖TRIGGERING✖✖
So. I have been struggling with self harm for about 1 year now. And it hasn't got any easier. In fact it feels like it got harder.
I always feel like everybody treats me like I'm fragile and people act like its something that will blow over. I have so many scars on my body and it is taking its toll. Some you can't see but when I look at them all I see is the disappointment I leave behind when I see my family.
When I meet someone new that is all they look at. They don't actually look at me as a person. They see me as a teen who got affected by society. Sometimes that makes me want to feel that silver Blade cause pain on me. It's like a drug. It makes pain go. Then later come back.
Like for example. I am laying here on my bed looking at it. The tiny silver metal. That's just taunting me. Telling me I'm fat. Ugly. Stupid. Whore. Slut. It's calling me everything I've been called in my lifetime.
Sometimes it gets to be too much.
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So. This kind of triggered me a little while writing so. May not update as soon as I want.
✖-♥love you guys. So so much♥-✖
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My Story.
RandomHey. This is my story about struggling with depression, anxiety and self harm. *✖*WARNING*✖* Some parts may be triggering to those if you who struggle with self harm. All aboard the rollercoaster ride that is my life.
