✖✖TRIGGERING✖✖
Hey guys.
How are you doing?
So this chapter was harder me to write for multiple reasons.
But . Yeah.
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So. I don't really know where to start on this one. So. I've been bullied pretty much my entire life. It was always by the people who just wanted attention and didn't want me to have any friends. But I remember that when I was in elementary school I had a friend. And she stayed by my side for about 2 or 3 years. I could never thank her enough though.
Insults were always thrown my way no matter what I did. I made myself look nicer and actually try. But that never seems to work. I always seemed to be my own bestfriend. And it got lonely you know? I haven't ever been truly happy for a long time. I just hope someday I can be happy.
I have been told to kill myself so SO many times and I think about it pretty much every day. Like today I was talking to this guy I like and he asked me why I was gone one day this week and this group of people walked past and said "she probably tried to kill herself" and he was looking at me like is this true and I said I'm it wasn't and then he told them to fuck off. I just want to have a day when I don't get told to go kill myself.
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My Story.
RandomHey. This is my story about struggling with depression, anxiety and self harm. *✖*WARNING*✖* Some parts may be triggering to those if you who struggle with self harm. All aboard the rollercoaster ride that is my life.
