Miracles: a human GamTav FanFic

Chapter 6

~ You are Gamzee ~
You're lying in bed, thinking of the boy you love. After both of you got finished with dinner you left, well first Tavros kissed you on the nose. You really like him. And he really likes you.
Youre just staring at the ceiling weirdly, smiling, apparently that's what love does to you. You fall asleep thinking of him.
"N-noo, d-dont stop!"
"Uh, y-yes. S-soo good"
"T-Tavros I love you"
"I-I love you too, G-Gamzee"
You wake up from your dream with a gasp.
"Shit", you say. You can't think like that, Tavros might not love you, don't be some weirdo who dreams like that. Eventually after catching your breath you fall back to sleep, a dreamless sleep.
.

You wake up with a plan, to find a party for you and Tavros to go to.
TerminallyCapricious texting carcinoGeneticist
TC: KaRbRo!!! I hAvE a QuEsTiOn!!
CG: WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT
TC: dO yOu KnOw AnYbOdY wHoS tHrOwInG a PaRtY ThIs WeEkEnD?
CG: UH ACTUALLY YEAH, I DO. YOU REMEBER JOHN? WELL HIM AND HIS BOYFRIEND DAVE ARE HAVING ONE THURSDAY.
TC: GoOd CaUsE mE aNd My FrIeNd ArE gOiNg
CG: YEAH ME AND TEREZI ARE GOING TOO, JUST DONT EMBARRASS ME YOU LIL FUCKER.
TC: ;o)
carcinoGeneticist ceased texting terminallyCapricious
Hah your plan worked. You get up and realize how hot it is in your apartment, so you open up the windows letting the slightly less hot breeze come in.
AdiosTroreador texting terminallyCapricious
AT: hEY GAMZEE! i WAS WONDERING IF I COULD UH, COME OVER AGAIN? rUFIO LEFT AND I HAVE NOTHING REALLY TO DO SO UM YEAH,,,
TC: YeS!!!! I'd LoVe ThAt! BuT iT iS pReTtY hOt Up iN hErE. ;o)
terminallyCapricious ceased texting adiosTroreador
You go in the bathroom and change into a pair of shorts, no shirt or shoes. You try to comb your hair but alas it will probably never work.
You hear a little knock and instantly smile. You go to the door and open it. Tavros stares at your bare chest, at first he looks surprise then a blush appeared on his face and you smile even bigger. You wrap your arms bare arms around Tavros and hug him, he hugs back. Once you pull away you see his blush has deepened and you laugh.
"What Tavbabe? I told you it was hot up in this shit.", you say walking towards the couch, Tavros shuts the door and follows.
"Uh, yeah it's pretty hot in my apartment too.", he says as you flop on the couch.
"Then why aren't you wearing proper attire?", you say as he sits down next to you. He's wearing a short sleeve shirt and jeans.
"You must be fucking flaming", you say looking at him.
"Uh ,yeah I'm pretty hot, but I don't wear shorts, Uh for a uh reason.", he says looking at his legs.
"Why", you say putting a hand on his shoulder, he flinchs away.
Your heart breaks. Tavros always likes your touches. Worry and doubt flood your mind. Tavros looks at the door, you staring at him with sorrow in your eyes.
"T-Tavros?", you say pulling your hand back.
He turns around to face you. He's crying.
"B-because I'm a f-freak.", he says only a whisper.
"I-I d-don't have all of m-my legs G-Gamzee, only half.", he says the last words with so much ferocity that it cuts you heart into pieces.
"W-what?!", you whisper. Tavros shaking hands go down to his legs and pulls up one of the sleeves to his knee.
Metal. From the knee down is metal. Your eyes widen, a tiny gasp escapes you.
"T-tavros, I'm so sorry.", you say looking at his legs. He looks at you with pleading eyes, tears streaming his face, more with each second.
"I-I'm only half a man, I don't deserve you in my life, I-I'm s-so s-sorry for n-not telling you, I-I should g-go s-since I lied to you. I know you *hic* w-wouldn't l-like me or God b-be my boyfriend!? I'm stupid, so stupid, so fucking stupid.", Tavros gets up, stumbling a bit probably because of the tears in his eyes and trys to go to the door. But you grab his wrist, pulling him back down to you.
He falls on your lap with a thump, he gasps as you pull him into a deep embrace.
"You are not half a man.", you whisper fiercely in his ear. You lean back just enough to look him in the face, he looks into your eyes, tears still streaming off his face, falling on your shorts. You wrap your hand around his neck, no Rufio, no interruptions, no doubts, just you and him.
And you kiss him. You feel his wet cheeks on yours. And the best part is he kisses you back. He parts his lips and you slide your tongue in his mouth. He sighs with pleasure, and you smile in response. He leans into the kiss, sliding his tongue in your mouth, you moan with pleasure. You move your hands to the bottom of his shirt, slowly lifting it. He moves his hands around your neck, and wraps his legs around your waist, making you moan even louder. You take off his shirt and gently kiss his neck. He leans on you making you lean back on the couch. Both of you lay down on the couch, in sleeping position. You have your arm wrapped around Tavros, and him nuzzling your neck. Both of you just stay there, half naked, sweating, and in love.
"Hmp I guess you were right about the ' proper attire ' thing, it's pretty hot.", Tavros says his voice muffled by your skin.
"Well I did get you out of your shirt, maybe next time I'll get you out of your pants." You smirk at what you said, you hear him gasp at the thought but you also feel Tavros smiling in your neck.
"Speaking about earlier, Tavros? Didn't you say something about a boyfriend?"