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Chapter 2

Chapter 2

I want to have a good home life. I have a little brother named Jonah and a big sister named Elle, and both of them completely despise me. They blame everything they do on me. I've kept all of their secrets, and this is how they repay me. Well thanks. I don't need them anyway, my adopted children and I can be perfectly happy without an aunt or uncle. (btw I don't have kids, I'm only 15 ½, I mean come on, if I can't even get this girl to look at me, what makes you think any guy ever would look at me) People call me stubborn, but I think I'm being practical. I think that everyone else's ideas are wrong and I am right. It's literally that simple. I don't know why no one can understand that.

Let's get out of that sad part of my life, it's not pretty. I have the best friend I could ever ask for. She's everything to me, besides that one girl. Her name is Alayna. She's the only one I can really talk to, complain to, cry on, and laugh with that won't judge me for my size. "I like it when girls have hips and bigger thighs, but that's just my preference," she says, "I think skinny girls aren't very pretty," she says, "I hate being this thin, I want your hips," she says. Maybe she's just trying to make me feel better about myself. I don't like having self-confidence, it might turn me into a self-loving bitch. But hey, thinking that I'm trash all the time isn't that bad right? When Alayna disagrees with me, I get P-I-S-S-E-D. Sorry if that was obnoxious, that was for emphasis. Ok, well yeah um what now?

Right now I'm thinking of her. She's so beautiful, and if only she would look at me that way. When I complain about myself to her she says I'm pretty, and she doesn't know how much I appreciate her trying, I almost believe it whenever she says it. Her eyes just put you in a trance, she could tell me that the sky is green and I would believe her. I seriously need to stop talking about her, it's so annoying I bet, but hey, this is what happens when you lov-like someone. Heheh.

Oh shit she's walking over here. Oh no, no, no, no please don't see me. She looked at me, she's smiling, and she's walking over here, oh my god I have to calm down. Hey. "Hey back." Seriously Stef?? Wow good job. She probably thinks you're stupid now. I sound like an 11-year-old. What am I doing? She's just a girl, I need to focus on school. It's so hard to focus when she's in like all of my classes. But finals are coming up, I need to spend less time daydreaming and writing. I need to study. Oh she walked away. No do not creepily watch her walk away. EYES STOP STARING AT HER. Ok good I turned my head. Yay, this is good. I cannot be creepy for a little while. Never mind...

Me - 0

Her - 1