Erisol: I could be your whore, but I'd rather you actually love me (A Homestuck fanfic of Eridan and Sollux)

13:I knew I was alone all along

A/N, TRIGGER WARNING!!! I'm sorry for this guys but things might get better...might I'M SO SORRY! -Nagrom<3

Eridan's POV 

So I'm out of the house for once while Nagrom is with Cronus for tonight and Sol is at home because I needed a little break all to myself. I've been out for about 3 hours now and I'm starting to get wore out so I think I'm about ready to go home, so I get out of the store I'm in and leave starting to head home. When I got home I walked in and I seen the most horrifying thing in front of me, Sollux was in bed and having sex with Gamzee Makara. I just fell to my knees and started to cry I couldn't even stand, or breathe, or anything for that matter, my life was done with. Sollux got up quickly and put on his boxers and ran over to me wrapping his arms around me as Gamzee got his clothes on and started to leave, I smacked Sollux and pushed him away. He teared up and held his cheek and I look over at him and say miserably "Why?" He says softly also in a miserable voice "Because I was stupid and something just attracted me to Gamzee...and I liked the way he made me feel" I fell just laying there as I sobbed hard and loud and yelled "If Gamzee makes you feel so good then why don't you go marry him then?!" Sollux started to sob and got on his knees beside me pleading "Please, please I'm sorry baby please forgive me I'm such an idiot, I'll never do it again I swear. I love you and only you Eridan I promise you I love you and I need you." I just lay there and look at him and say "I don't know It'll take me a while I really need to think abou this Sollux" I can't believe this, the man who I thought loved me and would never cheat on me, did. I love him still and need him but it's gonna take a while for me to think about forgiving him.