Erisol: I could be your whore, but I'd rather you actually love me (A Homestuck fanfic of Eridan and Sollux)

23:Get your shit together

So here's the chapter you've all been waiting for....so let's just see what happens💞😜 ~Nagrom<3
Eridan's POV
So these past few weeks Sol has been acting kinda strange...it seems like....he's maybe..avoiding me or maybe like I'm not enough. I mean the other night when I tried to seduce him he just turned me down. Of course, I thought I did something wrong so I just laid down and rolled over tearing up a bit. Today I might ask him about it and see what the issue is because I don't think I can handle all this much longer.
~later at about 12:00 noon~
Me and Sollux are sitting down and drinking some coffee so I decide to say something. "Are u okay?" I ask and he looks a bit confused and says "Well..yeah...why wouldn't I be?" I reply softly "Because you have been kinda distant lately...." He then sighs and looks down "Okay..." He says and begins speaking "I know that I have been distant...and I think....that it's time that I tell you..." At this point I'm quite scared and worried and by now I'm already hurting so I'm tearing up of course as he continues. "I....have been...seeing someone else....Karkat..." I gasp and tears just start streaming down my face and now is where my thoughts start driving me crazy, 'I can't do this anymore!', 'I can't breathe!', 'Let me out!' Just one after the other. Which I was right, I can't do this anymore....I'm done. So then I look up and look him straight in the eyes and I say shakily and stern "I'm done" he looks a bit surprised and wide eyed but before he could speak, I continue. "I am done...with all your bitching, your non pleasing self, your 'no ones good enough for me' card, all your whining, and complaining! So if you wanna go and fuck Karkat while you have two grubs at home crying for you, that just shows what a son of a bitch u really are! I'm done with you....and by the way...don't forget to think about me when you fuck him tonight..." I huff with red purple cheeks and I stand up and start packing my stuff and I get the grubs and by the time I'm ready to walk out the door, Sollux has tears in his eyes and is speechless. I just roll my eyes and walk out. Then that was it...that was where our family had fallen apart...that's why my headaches from all the thoughts would start, that's where all the whimpering and whining would come in on all those nights where the bed was cold because I was the only one in it, and that's where the thought that tore me down would lay "while I lay here lonely with a broken soul and a heart that aches for him, he is out there in a bed with another man fucking his brains out...and I don't even cross his mind once..." This is how I'll sleep tonight....not at all.