Chapter Thirty

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**Yea, I keep making promises and breaking them...ik...im sorry. Life sucks, y'know?...**




"No, wait, Mark!" 
"NO! I dont want to even hear your bullcrap, Sean..." 
"But-" 
"No! I thought you loved me...but you love her more..."
"Mark-!" 
"I said stop, Ja-Sean! Just...leave me alone...i'm going home..." 
"Mark, no, please!" 
"Goodbye, Sean..." 
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This is it...this is how it ends, huh...? 
Thats the last time I've heard from Mark...
You all are probably confused...so let me just some it up...
Apparently, I have been talking in my sleep...sayin' 'Signe...Signe..Signe!'...it seems as if I have gotten no sleep...and frankly, neither has Mark. I've been keeping him up by saying her name, over...and over...and over... 
Yes, she is a lovely lady. But...I love Mark...I...it's just...I cant...ugh...I cant hardly even explain myself. Mark's probably never going to talk to me again. No more collaborations...no more sweet talks...Skype calls...nothing. I want him back...but he's probably already got someone to fill in my side of the bed...*
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"Mark, No! It's not what you think, we're friends!" 
"Yea, 'friends.' Talking about her in your sleep, and moaning sounds like your pretty CLOSE friends!" 
"Mark-!" 
"Leave me alone, Sean...I'm going home..." 
"Mark.." 
"Goodbye...Sean." 
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I didn't want it to end this way...am I just jealous? Am I jealous cause' 'Signe' is much closer to Jack than I am? I dont want it to be this way...the first step I took to walk away from him, I felt like I stepped into Antarctica...everything went so cold...and,he didn't seem to even go after me. Normally, or at least, I thought he would. Every night he would moan out her name- 'Signe! Signe! Signe!' and it drove me insane...he was mine...I thought he loved me...I really did...I...I can't even imagine life without him...but I think it's time for me to take a little bit of a break away from Sean...for now at least...*



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