I don't really know your new boyfriend but I don't like him. I've only been around him a few time. I've seen him hit you, even though it was supposed to be "jokingly". I've heard him call you names, specifically fat and that makes me want to cry for you just hearing that. You expect me to respect him. He reminds me of my cousin's ex. He was nice to her on the streets but he would verbally degrade her when they were alone. I don't want that to happen to you. We were friends before you two started dating so I was terrified that you'd get hurt. I'm sorry for carrying.
I insulted him around you because I guess somewhere deep inside I thought it'd push you away from being with someone as toxic as him but it did the exact opposite. I lost our friendship because of it and I apologize. But I don't trust him yet. He hasn't given me a reason to. I don't want you to hate me but I'm willing to risk our friendship if I don't think you're safe. I'm not sorry for that.
-no longer caring soul