The book of life.

Chapter 3

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I hurry up and push harry off of me.

"its not what it looks like.'' i say pleading with my eyes

''hmmmm maybe the rumors were true about you two making out it all makes sense now, but i didnt bother to ask you if the rumors were true because i thought that i could trust you.'' she says with a smirk on her face.

''ive been lookinng for a reason to drop you as a friend.'' she says twirling a blonde strand of her hair. '' but you just gave me one.''

''have a nice life cali'' she says laughing ''hope you and my brother are very very happy together.''

she left slamming the door

harry tries to kiss me again. This time i push him off with all of my strength and suprisingly it worked. 

''what my sister knows bout it now, we can really be a couple, that is what you want right?'' he inquires.

''harry no, thats noot what i want thats what you want i want things to be how they were. i want you... but i cant have you. you want me but you cant have me.''

he grabs his coat and ''says your mine.  i take care of my things. ''he says winking at me

i plop on my bed and wondered what i just did. im dreading school on monday. maybe i can just skip moms going to be at work anyways.

i take a long bath feeling dirty for what i just did. ive been in there so long im really wrinkley and zayn has knocked on the door three times. 

the fouth knock i decide to get at because i had a pounding  headcache. i put on some fuzzy socks and flannel pjs and jump in bed i try to text andi. but she did not reply.

me: hey can we talk

seen

she never texted me back.

the next day i force myself to go to school... i dont want andi thinking that im some sissy or something. im really dreading seeing harry today. but what if i love him. what if i want to be with him. its not fair. just becuase hes my bestfriends brother i should be able to be with him. 

no cali get yourself together you dont love him. thats your bestfriends brother for crying out loud. 

i put on some light jeans and a crop top i put on nude makeup and some winged eyeliner. i catch a ride with zayn and before i know it were at the school.

i put in my headphones and listen to the song perfect by this band called one direction.

i see andi and i can tell that they are whispering about me and giggling. harry pops up from behind me and gives me a peck on the cheek. they wanted to play the hard way. well i can play that way. i pull harry in for a long kiss on the lips andis face turns red and she stomps away with her little posse of friends behind her.

''that was intresting.'' harry says. ''i like it'' he says smiling.

''you wanna come over afterschoool today.'' i say with a giggle.

''sure.'' ill catch a ride with you and zayn. 

''okay b.''

''love you'' he says halfway down the hall already.

love you too i whisper to myself.