Mr.Styles// H.S

Chapter 6

As I walk back to my room, I can't believe that I just told him about my ex and what he did to me. We were dating a few years back and at first he was amazing to me. I thought he was the most beautiful man alive. He was so artistic and independent I loved it. But everything changed after a few months.

He stared verbally abusing me. Telling me I was fat and that some days he wanted to kill me and never speak to me.

Why didn't you just brake up with him?

I agree that I should've but the thing is that I loved him too much. He treated me like a princess even if he verbally abused me. I was too stupid to realize what he was doing was horrible. But I let it go on. A year after the verbal abuse he started physically abusing me. If he called me fat and I tried to talk back he would punch me and kick me. It got to the point where he would drag me to the floor and kick me. This went on for about a year.

When I broke up with him it was over text because I didn't want to get hit again. I haven't spoke to him since then.

Obviously this whole thing had a huge impact on me. I don't like when Harry hurts me because it just reminds me of everything he did to me. When Harry called me beautiful I can't believe it. I don't think I'm beautiful nor do I think my body is. I hate myself so much. I wear makeup and starve just to be pretty.

Oh I forgot to mention his name. His name was Zayn. He had black hair that swept up and he had a bunch of tattoos. He was beautiful, on the outside.

I really like Harry. He was beautiful and kind. Sure he hit me but he didn't make me feel like trash. Sure, I don't completely enjoy what he does but I know I have to open up to him about it.

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Hope you guys like this chapter and the whole story of her previous relationship! Comment if you want and yeah!💖