I still can't believe what Luke Hemmings told me. I mean, I honestly thought Ashton was lying to me. I haven't seen Luke Brooks ever since, I need to sort things out with Ash, then figure out what to do about Luke.
I text Ashton saying 'hey can we meet up at Starbucks now?' and he replied almost instantly saying yes. I was quite nervous, I've been so horrible to him lately. But what can I do? I didn't know.
I got to Starbucks to see that Ashton had already sat there and he orded two hot chocolates. It was silent for the first minute or so until I decided to break it.
'So, Ashton I found out you were telling the truth.' I said, feeling so guilty.
'How do you know?' he asked.
'Luke Hemmings told me everything, Ashton I feel horrible, I'm so sorry I didn't m..' Ashton cut me off by smashing his lips on to mine.
'Lets go to my place and talk about it.'
We walked to Ashton's which took about 15 minutes, it was just like old times. We were happy, I liked it. Ashton took me up to his bedroom, and we both sat on the bed.
'So what were you saying back there?' He asked.
'I said that Luke told me everything. I know you're telling the truth. I made a mistake Ashton. I'm sorry.' I explained.
Ashton said nothing. He turned to me and smiled before smashing his lips onto mine. His hands began to roam my body, and vice versa. The kiss got a little more heated, he lay me down and straddled me. 'Oh my god this is hot' I thought to myself. I had to pull away to get my breath.
'That was amazing' Ash said panting.
'It was.' I agreed.
Ash walked me home a short time after, and pecked me on the lips.
What the hell am I doing? I still have a boyfriend. He is going to hurt Ashton if he finds out about this.
I was laying on my bed when my pone went off. I looked to see a text from Luke saying 'hey babe, want to go to the cinema tomorrow?xx' em how about no. I just don't want to see him. I need to end it with Luke, but I'm too afraid that he'll hurt Ashton.
I think I like Ash.
