INVISIBLE? // Tronnor

C H A P T E R 4

"So why are you headed to the big apple?" She says trying to make me laugh
"Uh, my uncle is sick"
"Awe! That's terrible"
"Ya I actually don't know they want ME to come"
"What do you mean?"
"Well I'm confused why I need to come"
"Oh"
"So why are you goin?"
"School"
"Oh, your in college"
"Ya, are you?"
"Used to be.."
She looks forward and is quiet. I put on my headphones and start some music closing my eyes. An hour later j take them off when I hear her voice
"What ya listening too?"
"Just some random stuff, I doubt you know it"
"What is is?"
"Broods"
"Ya I don't know that" and she laughs
"Figured"
"So do you have a girlfriend?"
"Nope"
And I done want one either... #gayAF
"Nobody?"
She says surprised, I decide to lie
"Well, ya I have someone"
"Who?"
I open my phone and show her the photo of me and Troye, she seems disappointed but cheers up when she realizes she can have a gay bff. No thanks
"Ya that's my boyfriend Troye with an E"
"CUTE!"
(The bold is Troye and the underlined is con)

Boyfriend?
The voice startles me but I realize it's Troye in my head again
Yes, Troye I was desperate
Maybe one day
Your gay too?
As fuck, anyway tell her I make music
Ok?
"Ya he makes music"
"Really?! Can I hear?
Troye!
Just look up "Troye Sivan vevo"
"Ya one sec"
I pull up YouTube and type it in, and video pop up. My heart speed up and I can barely breathe
He is real... An actual person. I see lots of video pop up. Not just music, he has an actual YouTube too, so do I
Troye, I can't believe you are real
Believe it baby
Which should I show her?
Ease
I click on the ease lyric video and give her the headphones hesitating. I wanted to hear his voice first
Why didn't you tell me?
Well we have only spoken twice
Ya only in my dreams
One day condabon, when I move to LA
Your moving! Omg
Yes sometime this year, I come to visit a lot and I've bought an apartment
Sweet!
"This is so good!"
"Ya I know!" I lied, u have no idea but I'm sure it's great
Ok I'm out!
Ok bye!
And it happened again my brain light and airy for a moment. She hands me my laptop and I put on the head phones closing my eyes once again, letting his voice serenade me.

But all this driving is driving me crazy, and all this moving is proving to get the best of me... And I've been trying to hide it but lately, every time I think I'm better, picking my head up getting me nowhere

Take me back to the basics and the simple life, let me all of the things that make you feel as ease.

(Did you guys like this chapter???? I liked writing it in English class 😂. The next chapter is going to be really long. It's 3 and a half note book pages)