Destiny

Chapter 7: Crying

Claire's pov
I'm walking with Violet trying to find Sawyer and to ask him about what he knows about Violet.Violet looks really upset like there's a lot of secrets that Sawyer might know,i actually think that she didn't told me everything,but why should she tell me everything,i mean we are not that good friends,so i completely understand her.
"Where the hell is he?" She shouted angry
"Don't worry Violet we will find him" i said putting my arm on her shoulder
She gave me nervous smile
Then the boy with beautiful blue eyes came to us waving to Violet and looking at her smiling.
"Hey Vi" he said
"Oh hey Boone" she said looking for Sawyer
"Vi?Oh Violet you didn't told me about making friendships with cute boys" I said laughing,this boy is really cute and she might forget that stupid Tate and be with him.
"Oh that's nothing" she said shy
"Well we are friends,if Violet want us to be?" Boone looked Violet waiting for answer
"Yes sure we are" she smiled
"Well Boone i'm Claire" i said
"Oh nice to meet you Claire" he smiled
"Can you help us with one thing here?" I asked
"Sure,what's the problem?" He asked
"Well do you know where is that Sawyer guy,and if you don't help us find him" i said
"What? No we don't need his help Claire" she said upset
"I will help you" he said strongly
"No you are not gonna help us,this problem will be sold by me and Claire" she said little angry
"Why? Why do you always want to be alone" he asked her looking her deep in the eyes
"Well that's not your problem" she said pretending to be calm
"Sure it is Violet,can't you see that this boy is trying to help you with your problems,why can't you just kiss him and forget that Tate psychopath,what's wrong with you!!!" i shouted pissed off
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!BOTH OF YOU,I WILL DO THIS BY MYSELF!!!" He shouted crying and he walked in the other direction
"Violet!!" Boone started calling her and gave me a look that told me "you bitch look what you have done"
I feel like an awful person now but i just tried to help her,i overreacted.
And now my only friend that i really like left me,i started walking and tears came through my eyes i just couldn't stop them.
"Claire what's wrong?" Charlie asked me,he was behind me
"Oh Charlie,nothing" he scared me a little
"Why are you crying?what happened?"
He looked really upset
"Something horrible happened" i said sadly
"What?" He asked wiping my tears with his hands
"Well you know Violet and I..." I started talking but then i changed my mind
"Why am i telling this to you,sorry Charlie but this is my problem not yours" i said
"I know Claire,i know and i understand that you need to keep your problems for yourself but if you need help i will be always here to protect you and help you"
He said gently
I just looked at him in his blue eyes and he smiled than i hugged him hardest i can and said "Thank you Charlie that means a lot to me"

Violet's pov
I was running from Boone but i wasn't so fast so i gave up and shouted "WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!!!"
"I want to make sure that you're all right" he said gently
"Well i am now can you just go away" i said repeating in my head "go away Tate"
"I won't i will stay here until you tell me that problem with Sawyer" he said strongly
"I don't have to say anything to you!" I shouted
"Who is Tate?" He asked
"He is...he is...he is..." I fell on the sand and started sobbing laudly
Boone hugged me strongly and said "Violet you have so much pain in you"
"Stop saying that! You sound just like him!!" i said screaming and crying
"Oh Violet i want to help you so badly please tell me who is he? Tate?"
He said hugging me stronger
"Yes Tate he is my everything,i gave whole my life to him and i miss him so much!" I screamed sobbing
"I know how you feel,i totally understand you!" He said
"How?"i asked him calming myself down
"I will tell you but you have to calm down and start listening to me" he said looking at my eyes full of tears
"Ok" i said
"You know my sister Shannon?" He asked
"Yes" i said
"She isn't actually my sister,she is like my step sister,because my mother and her father were together so we lived together,we used to be like sister and brother but i always felt more for her and i think she did too.So she was in Sydney with her boyfriend who is an asshole and I came to save her from him,i came to get her and to go back to LA with her.
When we were in our apartment she kissed me and then we realized that we love each other whole time.
But we couldn't stay together because she didn't want us to.
Now i don't know what to do cause i love her so much" he said sadly
"I see that's a really hard situation" i said hugging him
"Well what is your situation" he looked at me with his ocean blue eyes
"Well...you see i was 16 when i moved in that house in LA with my parents and i met the boy who was my dads patient,my dad is psychologist."
"Tate?" He asked
"Yes Tate,well when Tate started talking with me we had a lot in common so we knew that we are soulmates.
We were together and everything was so perfect until i found out he killed people in his school and the people who lived in that house before us and he raped my mother." I said wiping my tears
"I know he is psychopath so i couldn't forgive him then but now i actually think,screw everything,the only thing i need in my life is him!" I started sobbing again
"But you have to get over it" he said cold
"Over what?"
"Over that feeling like i have to" he said
"No i don't want to" i said crying
"But you must Violet" he said and he took my arm
"Leave me alone,i don't need you" i said pushing him away
"Not again Violet" he said sadly
"Seriously Boone leave me alone" i said
"Violet just tell me everything you need to be free,i don't like that you are so closed,so depressed" he said gently
"Oh Boone i told you" i said looking at him
"I can bet that that's not all" he said
"Yes it is,now i just need to be alone" i said
"Ok Violet sorry for bothering you,obviously i'm not worth" he said disappointed and started walking away
"Oh shit,Boone" i called him
He didn't even turned around to look at me he just continued walking
I set down and continued sobbing