One Less Lonely Girl

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Justin's POV

I'm a mess. I can't believe she's gone. The lasting memory of me and her is us fighting. I cheated on her and she ran from me, I was the cause of her death. It's my fault. It's my fault. Its my fault. That's all that's been running through my head.

Today is Sam's funeral. It's weird saying that. She was the love of my life. She is the love of my life. She was gorgeous and funny and smart, and just wonderful. I gotta go to see her one last time.

I was dressed in a button down black shirt and dress pants. After I got dressed I hopped in my car drove to the funeral home. I seen Ryan and Chaz there. They were close to Samara also.

"Hey guys." I said once I walked up to them.

"Hey bro." Chaz said sadly. "It's crazy how she's gone. I'm sorry this happened."

"Yeah man, I can't believe this happened." Ryan said. I tried so hard not to cry when they mentioned her name.

"Thanks." My voice cracked. I walked inside to see so many people here to support her. This is gonna be a hard day...

The person that was doing her funeral was talking, I was crying most of the time.

"Now it's time for Sam's boyfriend to say a few words about Samara. Justin, please come up." I got up and took his place by the podium.

"Uhm.. Uh, as we all know, Sam was a big part of my life. She was my world, and I was blessed to find someone as amazing as her. Honestly, I don't know what I'm going to do without her." My voice started cracking. "I love her so much. I feel like it's my fault this happened. She ran away from me when we were fighting and she got hit by the car. But, she wouldn't want me to think that way." I felt a tear slip down my face. "Samara was the best thing to ever happen to me. She's amazing, smart, beautiful, funny and just... just perfect. I'll always love her and I hope she knows that. Thank you for everyone to come today. Sam, I love you and I'll never forget you." I just walked out of the building. I couldn't be there any longer. The pain was too much. Sam, I'll never forget you.

I love you...