Love & No Loyalty

04.

India.

I guess Ashton really thought I was an idiot. I mean I'm cute and everything but I'm not a fucking dummy. I had dummy written across my forehead? I've heard so much about Ashton through school. I've heard she was a player, cold hearted and didn't give a fuck about anybody but herself. I know she wasn't always that way but lately that's all I've been hearing.

I didn't know what to believe. She seemed so genuine but I couldn't let my guard down. I mean she's fine as hell but I wasn't gone let her play with me or get in my panties. If she thought she was she had another thing coming. I'm the wrong bitch. I took off Eli's shirt and diaper as I ran some warm water. I looked back to see Ashton's head turned against the wall. She looked sleep.

I closed the door and picked up my phone to call Lola. I called and it rung twice before she picked it up. She answered saying "Yeah?" I heard it in her voice. I said "Uh, bitch what you got going on?" She said "Noth..nothing." I said "Are you busy." She said "No" and I could hear moving in the background. She said "Wassup."

I said "Guess who in my bed." I let the water run so Ashton wouldn't be able to hear me. She said "Who?" I said "Ashton." She laughed and said "Lies." I said "Promise." She said "How, what the fuck y'all do?" raising her voice. I said "Nothing." She said "Mhm." I said "Deadfr, I'm not letting her play me like a drum." Lola laughed and said "Then what?" I said "She talking sweet and it seem real, she told me a lot of shit about her."

Lola was silent she said "Don't let her fool you. Do whatever you feel is right thou. I got to go. Love you." I heard a click and looked at my phone. She hung up on me. lol. I turned the water off and put Eli in the tub. I opened the door to see Ashton still sleep.

I finished taking my baby a bath and went downstairs and fed him. I came back and Ashton was on the phone. She was talking in code or something then a minute later she hung up. I looked at her and she seemed mad. I said "Everything's ok?" Worried something bad had happened in her family again. She looked up nodding saying "One of my boys got pulled over for speeding and it turned out he had 6 keys on him." I said "Damn." She said "Yeah damn is right." Standing up.

"Its Kool though he'll be fine." She said. She sat back down after she realized that. I said "Yeah, hold him while I go check on my kids." (It's a joke... They my sister and brother.) She laughed and took Eli out my arms. I got downstairs and David was playing COD on Xbox live while Damien was sleep on the couch. I said "Don't tell nobody no personal information." He laughed and said "Indiaaaa... I'm not little I know!"

I put cover over Damien and walked back upstairs to check on Asia she was in her room playing on her iPad. I said "Don't be on that thing all night." She said "Ok." And I closed the door behind me. I went back downstairs to check to see if the alarm was on and if the door was locked. I went back upstairs to my room to find Ashton laying down sleeping while Eli was next to the wall drinking his bottle.

She knew about babies huh? I turned my light off and crawled in bed next to them. I whispered in Ashton ear asking what happened to her plans.. She said "I had other things to do." Smiling at her, I couldn't help but stare at her. She was so sweet and I didn't want to believe what anybody said about her so I didn't. They must've been talking about another Ashton.