This Is Our Life (Interracial/BWWM)

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This isn't a happy book, it won't have a fairytale ending so I'm warning you don't expect things in this book to be like any other story where we all live happy at the end cause some of us won't be alive till the end.

Ambrosine

My name is Ambrosine, I know weird name but that's what my mother named me so I cherished it. I remember since I was little people would make fun of my name. I would ignore them but it still hurt. I was made fun of a lot since I was a kid it was either about my weight,name or the way I looked ect, but I got used to it.

I would walk down the halls with a blank stare look. I had mastered that look when I was 7, my 4th grade teacher had taught us that if people can't read your facial expression they can't hurt you as much. She had some personal problems but was my favorite teacher. So let's began.

It was a Monday morning. I got out of my car a white Maserati 2015 my dad had bought me when I turned 15. He is a surgeon and works in the mafia as the second hand boss and almost never home. He is the only one out of two people that have showed me love to me and never hurt me. My ex step monster and step sister Selena hate me. My dad found out one day that Selena had been beating me and my ex step mother had been doing nothing about it so he divorced her but the bad thing is that they still live in the same neighborhood as us so she still terrorizes me at school. So like I was saying I got out of car and smoothed down my dark blue skinnies. I got my earphones and started to sing along to gasoline by Hasley.

Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me?
Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me?
Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me?
Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?

Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?
Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?
Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me?
Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?

And all the people say,

"You can't wake up, this is not a dream,
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being,
With your face all made up, living on a screen,
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline."

Oh, oh, oh, oh,
I think there's a flaw in my code,
Oh, oh, oh, oh,
These voices won't leave me alone,

Well my heart is golden, my hands are cold

I walked into the school and saw that nobody was their which makes sense since it was 7:30 am and school doesn't start till 7:55

I got my books out of my locker and headed to my favorite classroom which was vocal. I connected my phone to the speaker and played stone cold by Demi Lovato.

Kyle

I got to school early to retake a test. When I was finished I was waking to the gym and passed by the vocal room when I heard the most angelic sound I saw that it was Rosie she looked so sad with tears running down her face as she hit the high note. When she was done I walked in.

"That was beautiful" I said
She jumped and turned around a look of fear crossed her face then their was a blank stare.

"Um...thanks" she said gathering her stuff about to leave.

"You don't have to go" I told her grabbing her arm.
She turned around looking sickly pale on her beautiful brown face.

"Please don't touch me" she said her voice was shaky but venomous.

I let her go and she still looked tense but relaxed a little. She pulled her sleeves further down

"I got to go" she said and fast walked before I could answer.

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-ISMURFL