Suteta - (Akatsuki fanfic)

Author's Note (WAIT, JUST HEAR ME OUT BEFORE YOU HATE ME)

Okay, my tablet is actually making me type this sideways (new RCA tablet/laptop my brother got me for Christmas and gave to me early (he really is an awesome bro))

And believe me, I like putting author's notes in stories as much as the next person who hates them, but this is the only way I can think of to get you to see what's up.

Anyway, I REALLY want to update this story and my others, I really, REALLY do. Originally I wasn't doing anything for a while just because I have to get my novel finished (not that I can't make time, I was actually on the fanfics and stuff by the time what I'm about to tell you took place), but right now I've been hired by Walmart for the holidays.

But here's the kicker.

This particular walmart where I live is so brainwashing and time consuming I don't have time for anything except trash sketches (every now and then a decent one I post on tumblr), and when I do have time all my brain wants to think about is my damn job. I literally went to sleep one night with the image of a couple checking out in the beauty department with their credit card and I sh*t you not it overlaps and covers up every thought I try to think of. Just that is making it impossible to get any sort of creative flow going and it feels like it is literally sucking away my soul. I've been in such a depression these last couple weeks, I didn't think it was even possible for me to hate something so completely I could be thrown back into my gradeschool mindset. I don't need this crap and I certainly don't want to expose you guys to it by writing something crappy in a story so many of you love (or any other story for that matter.)
(And by the way, I'm supposed to be working part time, but the jerkface gave me full time hours five days a week. It's frickin' insane.)

Now I know why people who work at the walmart here give up their life dreams and goals once they're hired.

No worries though (says the girl who has a kitten blocking her sideways tablet screen), I'm gonna have to leave the job by the end of the month anyway because it's becoming detrimental to my already bad arches and Achilles tendon. No amount of pay is worth the pain and being unable to walk when I get home. As it is I'm gonna end up being on crutches by the end of the month. I'm only sticking around long enough to get the paychecks for this month, and that's IF I even last that long.

Bottom line, I'll be waiting until some point in January to update anything again. I just don't have the heart for it due to having to wake up every day for the rest of the month literally regretting and hating this horrible disaster of a mistake I made and myself for even APPLYING to a job at this Walmart.

I am so so so SOOOO sorry, guys <:( You have no idea how much it bugs me more than you, but you don't deserve this. I promise I'll make it up to you for being on such a long hiatus.

Please forgive me T~T

(Edit -Dec. 23rd, 2015- : Why are you guys faving this page? .-. ? )