I Never Knew Love Until I Met Him (Dean Winchester love story)

Chapter 12: I'm so sorry!

Really short, but next chapter will be long!

Maries pov

I woke up from my dream breathing heavily. Me an angel? How is this possible? I look at Dean sleeping next to me softly, how can I do this? I have to break his heart, I don't know if I can do it. I break free from his grip and wander downstairs to the kitchen.

I open the cupboard and instantly find what I'm looking for, vodka should do the trick I thought to my self as I take a big swig of it feeling the familiar burning sensation. I continue to drink until I pass out on the floor. When I wake up I'm in Deans bed.

I look up to see Dean sitting there. "What the hell were you doing?!" He yelled angrily
This is how I would break his heart, I'll make him hate me I thought.
"What do you think I was doing genious, I was enjoying a damn drink for once in my life!" I screamed back at him jumping up from the bed stumbling before he caught me
"Get off of me you jerk."
"No." He replied pulling me into him
"Dean I said get off!" I yelled pushing him away. " I can't do this anymore." I said backing away
"Do what?" He said stepping closer
"This, us." I sighed backing away again
"I'm leaving, I'm done." I said trying to hold back tears
"What do you mean you're leaving, you can't leave?!"
"I can, and just you watch me. Don't you dare come after me I never want to see you again." I choked before pushing past him running out of the house.

When I ran far enough away I prayed to Castiel. "There, are you happy? The only thing good in my life I had to leave!" I screamed before I heard him come up behind me. "Anamaria..." he started
"Save it. Where's my grace?"
"I think it's in Kansas."
"Well then, let's go." I said sniffling

When we got to Kansas we began searching for my grace.
"I really am sorry sister." Castiel said putting his hand on my arm trying to comfort me
"I'm going to make this up to Dean I have to."