Finding You|JJK

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So like i just got my new pair of specs and fml everything is so HD, I think it can even cut the grass in Taeyeon 's I mv.

My "69 DAYS " made it into the ranking, thank you guys so so so much. Its like #353 !!!!
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Jungkook's POV

"Jungkook... I know it's you. " the voice echos in my head and I felt a warm pair of hands wrapped around my waist backhugging me.

"Who's Jungkook? You have gotten it wrongly. Kiwi...let's go. " i pushed her away as I knelt down trying to find Kiwi and get her into my hands, bringing her back to the house.

I couldn't find her, " your dog is here in my arms. Her name is Kiwi, isn't she? " the girl says and I immediately stood up, not knowing where she was standing at.

"I'm behind you. Your back is facing me." I heard her saying again, hence I turned around and expected her to hand me the dog.

"Dog? " I asked politely but I didn't hear anything, instead, I felt a hand going up my face. "Jungkook oppa...it's really you " I then heard sniffles from her.

"Uljimah. " I whispered .

You might not see her again, just...let her touch you. I thought.

I just let her lean in on my chest and I touched her hair, the vanilla scent travelled to my nose and the memories came back flushing at me, all at once.

"You are ...so... so bad. " I heard her crying her heart out in my arms, I knew we were in public but I couldn't care less. She gently hits on my chest as she continued on sobbing.

I skillfully took Kiwi away from her arms and turned around, "miane ." I shouted to her and just ran to the opposite direction, I heard continual shoutings for me, but I just showed no emotions, I'll be a burden to her, if I let her come back to me.

As i ran without knowing where i was , i was afraid that i would trip over something but since the road was flat and there wasnt alot of people , i have managed to make my way back to the house after recalling the way back to the new house that ill be staying in .
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"Hyung... hyung... " I panted hard and knocked onto the door hardly, the door swung open causing me to almost fall over onto the door matt but luckily someone grabbed me in time.

"Jungkookie? " I heard a voice and immediately knew it was Hoseok hyung.

"Hyung... " I broke down and just cried. I heard feet shuffling in the house followed by 3 sounds all mixed in one, exclaiming "Gwenchana? ". Off course its the others:Namjoon, Seokjin and Yoongi hyung.

One of them took Kiwi away from my arm and the other two brought me to the sofa.

My finger tips touched onto something soft, it was tissues. " I may not know what happen, but Jungkook, it's bad to keep your feelings and emotions in, just let it out and tell us. " followed by the others agreeing.

[A/N yes i researched, blind people still could cry ]

"Hyungs... i... i... "

"Just say it already! This is so nervewrecking!" I heard someone but then he got shushed up by the others.

"I... met... "

"Met who?! " this time it was Namjoon hyung who exclaimed.

"Cassandra. " there i said it.

The entire room started being really noisy and I didn't know what was going on hence i just cried, I felt another hand on my face with a tissue, "thanks Jin Hyung. ' I said quietly, definitely he was the one who wiped my tears because he is probably the most mature one out of all of us, and he had been with me for a year hence he knew how to comfort me.

"What should I do !?!?" I cried out hardly.

"Go back to her. "

"Ignore her. "

I mentally face palmed, how am I suppose to choose what to do next?!

If I let her see me, she will definitely not let me go, and I'll be a burden to her. And god knows when I could get a donated pair of eyes, besides who knew if it would be successful.

If I don't let her see me, I'll just live my life as it is and she wouldn't waste her youth taking care of me. I'll hate it a lot if she waste her youth on me.

After thinking for quite some time, I said"I think i would just not go out for the mean time. She would definitely search around this neighbourhood. "

Jin hyung just patted onto my back, "you did the right thing Jungkook. "

Cassandra, please don't let me regret my decision.

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"Hello... Tae... Taehyung... " I cried out, holding onto my phone, staying at the park where I met Jungkook.

"Yea? Why are you crying?! " he sounded really anxious, "i might have found Jungkook." I said and he made this weird sound.

"Where?"

"XXXXX park."i told him and my other hand was clutching hardly onto this piece of tissue.

"I'll be there."