Finding You|JJK

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Definitely need more fanfics in my life.-.
Do drop me some recommendation alright:)
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CASSANDRA POV

"So.... "His voice trailed off.

I saw how Taehyung was playing with his beautiful long fingers,  the tips of it made different octave sounds ,clashing along with the wooden material of the table.

Everyone was silent and I waited impatiently, wanting to hear what he could offer to say.

"I have an elephant on my arm ." He pinches his arm and it revealed 2 rather dark moles ,and when he pinched the skin in the middle, it looked like an elephant , wearing a white coloured bandana, well because our uniform is white in colour.

"Be serious now, Taehyung. " i stepped on his legs underneath the table and he just flinched alittle, "geez, can't you take a joke. " he muttered under his breath and I said "no."

"This is serious, im looking for Jungkook.  It has almost been a year,Taehyung. You know how I feel about this " I said seriously and the rest just nods in approval.

"He's here in Seoul but I don't know where he is at." He says and I sighed, " do you think i don't know that?  I saw him at the park , in the flesh ,obviously he is in Seoul but goddamnit i need to know where he is right now! " I screamed at him in the end ,feeling a little annoyed.

"He told me not to tell you." He says but covered his mouth suddenly .

My eyes just widened, "so all these times you guys knew?  Wow, y'all are such great actors,you could even fool me.  Tch, I even thought that you guys were really my friends and I was going to have a social life afterall. " I said,  feeling hurt and betrayed inside.

"No come back , we're your friends! " I could hear the distinctive voice of Hoseok screaming for me, but I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

I left the table and went to the toilet but on the way I fell onto the ground after hitting someone. I groaned and looked up, seeing that it was Anna, " what now you hoe ,get away from me. " I spat and was about to walk away but she grabbed my wrist harshly, leaving a red mark.

"Why are you leaving so impatiently? " she asks with sass in her tone of speaking, " now it's not the time to mess with me, quit it. " I said quite harshly which made her dumbfounded.

"The more you don't want me to annoy you, the more I would. " she says and flips her hair that was probably over - conditioned.  "Bitch, I said move. " I spat again but she blocked my way.

"Nope. " she giggled.

This girl is really testing my patience , thats it.

I just yanked her hair and oops, her hair extensions came out.

Her face became bright red and if this was in cartoon animated form, she would literally have a erupted volcano on her head.

She was about to give me a tight slap but I thrashed her onto the ground,  "I told you it's not the time for you to mess with me , you hoe!" I screamed at her with tears in my eyes , i couldnt take it anymore and ran to the roof top.

"Where are you Jeon Jungkook!" I screamed until my voice went hoarse , i looked down and climbed over the railings , my legs were dangling down the roof and i could see students on the ground level pointing at me , many were screaming for me to get back up but i didnt care.

Why should i live when Jungkook isnt with me?

Why should i live when my so called friends dont tell me the truth when they knew from the beginning?

"Cassandra, don't do it... " I heard loud footsteps behind me, it was Taehyung and the others,  they were all panting.

With salty tears in my eyes, "do you guys understand how I feel? Do you know how much pain I've been through?  Do you guys know how much Jungkook means to me? "

"Come back here... we can talk... about it." Namjoon tried to holler me up but i stopped him, "if you come any closer, I'll really jump. " I said hesistantly, looking down the building and saw how much the crowd has grew bigger.

"Hajimah... " Taehyung said and he started tearing up too, "I didn't mean to hide it from you, it's just that...  you will meet him but,just not now.  Trust me,  he misses you alot.I don't want to loose a great friend here, come back.  "

"He misses... me? " I felt my heart accelerating faster,  is it true? 

"He does,  he even calls for you in his sleep. " Hoseok added on , making me feel all hot.

"How is he?" I hesistantly asked.

"He's doing really well and im sure you two will meet really soon , please dont do this Cassandra , ending your life would mean Jungkook not seeing you ever again."Taehyung continued on.

When I was about to stand up,balancing onto the small patio that was only the length of a feet size, Taehyung extended his arm passed the railings trying to reach for my hands ,my legs slipped onto a tiny rock and in an blink of an eye,I felt really weak,I was falling.

Seeing a metal bar just directly below the patio, I grabbed onto it quickly, my heart beating really fast.

I was hanging straight,  supporting my body only on a metal pole.

"Help me! " I screamed and kicked the air multiple times with my legs. 

Looking down, I saw how the crowd reacted,  everyone was so frantically calling for help but most of them were actually chanting "die,  you deserve to die, you hoe. "

They were not helping the situation at all, I let more diamond tears fall down my face while looking at the boys, " I guess if i die,no one would really mind,  wouldn't they. " I laughed bitterly and thought of letting the pole go.

"Maybe we just weren't meant to be. "I shut my eyes tightly and decided to just accept fate . 

I slowly let go of the pole and went into a deep slumber.

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Bruh that's some real shit going on ^