can you still love me?

chapter 8 ( picture of luke )

luke went quiet and turned around as did everyone else. I looked at the teacher and I knew her. she turned to me and smiled." angel tomsin. how is your mom is she good?" " uh yeah she is but her and my dad are going through some difficult times right now." " I'm sorry to hear that but I'm glad to be your teacher," I smiled and looked down. did luke just tell me he was gay and he was so comfortable around me and trusted me enough to tell me something nobody knows about him? and no wonder no one knew he was hot nice but had the boy side to him and he didn't act gay at all.

I was sitting in class thinking about if I should tell him or not. I mean I think that is what he was trying to ask me if I was or not. I mean a lot of gay people can tell if a girl is pregnant or not so maybe I should tell him and have him as my best gay guy friend. after class, I got up and went outside the door waiting for luke me and him had the last class of the day together also. he came out and pulled him lightly by the sleeve and pulled him aside.

" okay after the next class can you come with me to my house or would your parents mind?" "my parents won't be home until 8 so I can. but why?" " because....let's walk and talk." we started walking to class." because we are going to talk," he smiled and we went into class. the last class was home economics. I loved this class because I got to bake and sew and everything. today we are baking and the teacher ms. lina put me in the same kitchen as luke.

as soon as we got our instructions and supplies we started right away. within 10 minutes we were done." wow we never got done that fast." " dude it was all of us guys and now we have a girl we become faster." he nodded his head. I smiled and we cleaned up. after the cookies were done we split them between the four of us.

the bell rang and I and luke went out of class and waited out front. we saw Alex and James and mark came out of the gates and Alex hugged me. " so how was your first day?" " oh it was good I liked it." " that's good to know." " aww look at the cute couple." mark cooed. Alex gave him a knock it off face and then backed off of me. " oh Alex watches out luke might steal your girl for the past two periods they have sat together and hung out and talked." mark said. Alex looked at luke and then at me the look on his face when he looked at luke was disappointed and hurt. but when he looked at me he looked like he found out I didn't like him or something.

but I really didn't want to like anyone right now because of being a single mom and being a teen and being called a slut and many more from my ex- boyfriend who helped make the kid really hurt and I don't think Alex can like me when he knows I have a kid which won't be soon.

my mom called me and said that tyler would be picking me up. I saw tyler a minute later and nudged luke to go. " oh see Alex luke is taking your girl." I got upset because I didn't like luke because he was gay and I liked someone else even though I don't want to.

we got in the car and tyler looked at us in the mirror. " so is he your friend or.." " he is a friend tyler ." on the way home me and luke talked through text and I got a surprising text from him. it read " wow your brother is cute but I don't think he is gay or bi is he ? :( " I smiled and looked at luke then tyler before I texted tyler before I texted luke. I texted tyler as we pulled up the driveway my text said " your bi right ?" he replied " yeah why though but don't tell mom I haven't told her yet."

I smiled and shook my head. I took like hand and got out of the car as I was about to go in the front door I heard a whistle from across the street. I looked back and still holding luke's hand I saw Alex and his eyes went from mine to my hand and his smile turned into a frown. I waved at him letting go of lakes hand and shaking my head no meaning I don't like him. his smile returned and then he went in the house. I and luke went up to my room and he jumped on my bed and I sat in my chair and rolled it over to my bed.