FINDING YOUR HEARTS DESIRE Book Two

Bella tries to heal Edward

        Epov

I was left there all of sudden. Bella disappeared. I didn't know where she went but somehow I stayed.

Then I started out of no where to see images in my head. I grabbed my head and fell to my knees.

Then I realized they weren't my thoughts or my memories they were Bella's memories."Edward do you hear me?"

"Bella?" I called out.

"Edward please tell me you hear me or wake up please I don't know how to do this damn it! Come on I can't do this all on my own. Okay! I will just start where I remember. God I hope this works please let this work." I heard her say.

Then I seen a image of a little girl. But I seen Charlie and Renee they were younger.

Then the same girl just a little older she's in school. It's Bella.

Oh my god she's  opening her mind to me. I seen the whole scene Christa told me about that day with Tanya.

I understand now. I open my eyes to see Bella leaning her forehead against me with her eyes closed.

I gently lift my hands and cupped the side of her face. She opens her eyes and I could see the tears starting to fall from her eyes.

"I understand now Bella. But please trust me I will not hurt you like that. All I want is to love you. You mean more to me then you'll ever will know."

"I know you do Edward and I do trust you. It's just I'm so scared if I do tell you that I love you that's when you'll hurt me and leave me."

"What! I won't do that to you. Not ever Bella. God your everything to me. We're stronger together. Can't you see that? When we're apart I'm lost without you, I'm dying without you. With you I'm alive. Why can’t you see that?"

"I do now Edward." She looked like she was searching for something in my eyes.

"Edward I do love you. I'm just so damn scared of losing you though and now I am and it's killing me inside to know that your dying and I can't heal you."

"Say that again Bella."

"Say what again? I don't want to lose you?"

"No before that."

"Oh, that I love you. Well yeah about that.." I stopped her by pressing my lips against hers.

I licked her bottom lip to ask for her premise for access inside her mouth which she gave me as I granted her the same.

This kiss was so different, it felt magical like there was more passion, more love surrounding us.

I felt peaceful. I felt her hand go on my chest and it felt warm. The warmth started to grow.

I pulled away and looked at her hands and they were both glowing. "Bella your hands!" She looked at them then closed her eyes and the glow spread through her whole body.

She then laid her hands down over my heart and everything went black.

       Bpov

As I laid my hands over Edward's heart I seen the glow spread through his whole body.

His eyes shut and I felt his heart stop. "No, no, no this can't be happening. You aren't dead."

I closed my eyes and push all I had to healing him. I opened my eyes and nothing.

"Edward please come back to me I can't lose you damn it." I laid my head down on his chest and started crying.

Flashes of everything he showed me and every time we been together went through my head.

How he always tried to protect me from harm. He always stood true to his word. It was me that would not let him in that I was afraid of being hurt. All these walls keep going up and I can't stop them. But I do love him with everything inside of me. I can feel it. My love for him will not stop growing either. The walls is protecting my love for him now.

I lifted my head. "I love you Edward and it was me that didn't let you in I'm so sorry for that. I need you, I need you to be a part of me to complete me. Heal my heart that was shattered a long time ago. I know now only you can do that, so I need a little help here please."

Just then an angel appeared above Edward. When I looked closer it was my mother. "Mom!"

"Let go Bella."

I shook my head. "No, I lost you, I'm can't lose Edward too mom, I love him too much."

She reached down and gently stroked my cheek. "Oh my sweet girl your not going to lose him. I need you to let go."

I moved my hands up to his face. "Edward I love you so much. I'm so sorry." The tears were falling from my eyes I couldn't stop them from falling.

I gently pressed my lips to his and gently kissed him. I got up and waved my hand and removed the tent.

I stepped back and felt my brother Seth and Christa come to my side.

"Bella what's happening?"Christa asked. "He gone!" was all I said. At that moment Seth and Christa took my hands into there's.

When I looked at them they both had tears falling from they're eyes.

We watched as my mom raised Edward up off the ground slowly.

All I could do is let the tears keep falling. "I told him I loved him and I let him."

Christa turned and looked at me. "I tried to heal him but I couldn't do it. I would so much give my life up for his."

They both squeezed my hand. Just then Craigo and Athena walked on either side of Edward and just stood there.

Then they expanded their wings and stood up strong and bold. They lifted their heads and let out a mighty roar then shot flames from their mouth. It was such a beautiful site and great honor for Edward.

Then Edward's body stopped floating. "I'll never stop loving you Edward.  You will always have my heart forever no matter what it will belong to no other ever. That is my pledge and bond to you Edward Anthony Mason Cullen." Christa and Seth both looked at me realizing what I just did.

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