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School

I used to have friends. I actually used to be best friends with the most popular girl in school, that is, before she was popular. That's why I don't have friends anymore. Well actually I do, on the internet. Ya see, she may be more popular in school, but I'm more popular on the internet. I win!

So anywho, basically her ticket to the top was my secrets. She knew everything, and shared it with the whole school just for popularity. It was terrible. Her name was Brooke by the way. And one of the secrets she told about me was that my real name was Gwendolyn. So now everyone calls me that when I asked to be called Gwen:/

As I said, I have internet friends. I met them on tumblr. My best friend is Kateri (KUH - tear - ie), and I personally think her name is much more beautiful than mine, but she just thinks it's relatable that we have uncommon names. I also have a really good friend named Mel, short for Melanie, which she actually used to hate before she fell in love with Melanie Martinez. The three of us are inseparable with wifi. We fangirl over 5sos together and make fun of obnoxious people at our school, and I would do anything to meet them. I love them so much. It just worried me that one day they could just disapear, and never respond, and I could never know what happened. Like I don't know their families.

So anyway, I go to school every morning by bus at 7:15 every morning. Tenth grade. Making me 15.
I always hated school, not because of the teachers, they're nice, not because I have to wake up early, I'm actually a good student, it's just the loneliness. Nothing to do at lunch, no one to ever talk to. Just me and my thoughts and my socially awkwardness. It's so freakin bad I tried to escape during lunch 4 times. But they caught me.