Love, Drugs , & Pain

Amy

The sun rises. Hair all in my face and everywhere. I stretch my arms and my legs, get out of bed and take my daily shower.

John wakes up and walks in the bathroom. He splashes water in his face to wake himself up and rubs his hair up like he usually does. The brushes his teeth.

I get out the shower wrap my towel around me and put my wet hair on my shoulders to cover up my bruises. Then I put on my clothes, a white shirt with a light pink skirt and a gray scarf.

"You look nice Kate, I was thinking that maybe we should go somewhere nice today", John said.

"Where would we go John?" I replied.

"I don't know, it was just an idea", he said. "You know I love you right?"

"I don't necessarily know that with the way you treat me and anyways we don't have the money to even think about going anywhere John, we're living off of a loan", I said in a slightly irritated voice.

Johns phone rings. "Hey, what's up. You want me to come over? Okay I'm on my way!" John said.

"Is that Amy?" I said.

"Yeah, she needs my help moving her couch in her new house", he said.

"Well can I come?" I ask.

"No, I'll be back home soon. Love you dear", he says as he kisses me on my cheeks and walks out the door.

I walk into the dining room, brew me some coffee then pull out my laptop. I start to type my blog. I pour my coffee in my favorite mug, the pink one John bought me for our first anniversary, I put my creamer and sugar in it and stir it slowly.

I finish typing my blog, adding information about me and John being together and how "amazing" our relationship is going.