talk me down ;; phan

four

dan turned around slowly to see a paler than usual phil.

"I tried to answer
your phone calls but
it keep dropping and
I went to go get a coffee
and I saw you stand
up here."
he said breathlessly.

"phil you don't
understand, I have to
do this."
dan shook his head.

phil looked at him shockingly.

"dan please don't.
you have so much to live for,
if you died,
I wouldn't know what
to do with myself,
with you in my life
I finally feel whole."

"you don't understand.
everyone i loved has left me.
i don't want to do
this anymore.
you are going to
leave just like
everyone else."
dan sniffled.

"I'm not like everyone else."

"oh yeah, heard
that one before."
dan muttered
sarcastically.

"it's true dan, I love you."