Kim Seokjin as himself
You as yourself
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I was between my beauty sleep when someone poke my beautiful cheeks that made me woke up.
I opened my eyes and saw him.
"Good morning." He said with a smile. How I love his sweet voice and cute smile.
I am really in love with this creature.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"Hey! Don't speak! Eew. Bad breath."
I was going to punch him but he resisted.
"Yah! Shut up. Get out of my room, I'll fix myself."
"Waaaah. Mianhae chingu-yahhh~" he was about to hug me but I pushed him.
Oh. I wish I could have one of his hug. Hayyy. Stupid me.
"Okay. Okay. I'll be cooking your breakfast."
"What? My breakfast? Where's my parents?"
"Uhm... 'our' parents actually, went to Jeju and they didn't even wake us up to join their trip."
"Eh? Okay. Then what are you doing here?"
"Your appa-ga called me and said to me that I'll be the one to take care of you while they are on their vacation."
Daddy! Daddy!!! Wae? Why?!!
Hehe. But thank you.
"Araso. Jin oppa, gomawo~!"
He patted my head.
"Your welcome, lil' sis. I'll cook our breakfast ha? Fix yourself."
"Ne."
He went out of my room.
I have romantic feelings for this guy and, yeah, I have confess to him...
*Flashback..*
We are here at our special place. The rooftop of our campus and I am with Jin. My, friend.. this is it.
"Oppa, I have something to tell you."
"What is it,lil' sis?"
"I... I... I don't know what was this. Yeah. We are always together, when we are going to the cafeteria, library, gym, auditorium. When we are going to school or going home from school we have our walk trip and we have our stories to share to each other. Those times. I... was happy.. being with you for a long time." I paused.
"Why did you stop?" He seriously looked at me, and he's smiling.
Gosh. That smile.
I took a breath and talk again.
"When you are treating me as your younger sister, and your my oppa. I feel... I feel very special.. And these. These feelings making me feel so complicated. That I always think about you. I feel incomplete when I'm not seeing you... and it felt, no... and I realized that..." I look at him. I can't speak. *dugdug*
"You... like me?" He asked smiling.
I nodded.
"Lil' sis. Haha. You're cute. Yah. I know that too. You like me..."
What? But when? How?
"You like me as a big brother. As your oppa right? Haha. I like you too to be my younger sister."
"Oppa, no! I---"
"Jin hyung!!!!"
We looked at the person who interrupted me. I'm gonna kill you Taehyung.
"Hyung! Come on! We're gonna be late for our next class!"
"Ah jinjaro? Araso."
He patted my head.
"Annyeong lil' sis. Take care!"
He ran and left me.
It... hurts...
I thought, he would understand my feelings for him..
My knees weakened and I cried.
*End of Flashback*
I don't to remember that day. It was a mistake. It was really a big mistake.
I should never like him or what. There are other man that will be my husband for life.
Or, I never really like him..
I think...
I love him.
"BREAKFAST IS READYY!!!!"
"Ne!!! I'm coming!!"
Thanks for waking me up to reality. My friend.
We ate our breakfast awkwardly. Silence covered our breakfast. No one speak. No one ever try to talk.
Strange.
We finished eating and I went to my room again.
My room is pink. And Jin likes my room very much because it is pink.
Tsk. Gayish. But I still love him.
*knock,knock*
He opened the door and immediately take a sit at my bed.
What's his problem now?
"What?"
"Shhh. Listen to me."
"I... I don't know but. I felt very strange. When I see you, I smile, when you're not around, I'm looking for you. You're not my type of girl but you. Your laughs. Your looks. The way you dress which is not very chic. Why oh why? I hate you, I don't like the way you talk. The way you act like a guy. Those. Why? Why? You made me fall.. can you catch me?"
I... froze. Processing the words he had said to me.
I can't. Please. I'm so pretty to be loved by Jin.
OMG! Wake me up!!
The next thing that wake me up back to my senses.
He held my cheeks. Our face is close... closer... closer... nose to nose... I'm feeling his breathing.. His mouth.. few inches to mine.. or should I say centimeters...
He closed his eyes. And...
"WAKE UUUUUUUPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
O_O
What the?
I heard my mom shouting at me? What just happened?
It's just a dream?
Oh yeah. I realized.
I'm his fan and he didn't know that I exist. Haha.Ouch.
But, I still love him. :D
Saranghae, Jin oppa.
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