Chapter 5- My Girl

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Justin's POV:

My heartbeat quickened as i reread the text i had just recieved from justin. Well Isabella i should say now.

i knew something was up, but this is honestly the last thing i had expected. Jeez..What do i even say?

I couldn't think of what to reply, so i just put "oh..ok" but then i started to feel guilty.

c'mon Justin.. think.. I put my hands on my head and started pacing back and forth. why. why. why?

Wait...it isnt a guy! I'm not gay!! or bisexual. IM STRAIGHT!!

"Well I'm glad you state the obvious." Scooter piped in from behind me. Oops..I must've said that out loud. "Yeah sorry" i chuckled a little.

I never really met "Justin Carr" so i couldn't love him for his body. I loved the person inside. And that person inside is Isabella.

I heard my ohone vibrate on the kitchen table. I picked it up and read the long drawn out message from Isabella:

From JC<3: (I haven't changed the name yet) I'm so sorry Justin. I didn't mean to lie to you. I only did because i'm not confident in myself. I feel terrible. I only made the account because i wanted to see what it was like living in someone else's body. Like living in their world. From my point of view, the world sucks and i don't wanna be here any longer. Everyone in the world is just mean. I used to cut all of the time, but when i met you, i stopped. i've been clean for about 8 months.. well i was clean until this morning. I'm fat, ugly, a slut, i know i know, you don't have to tell me. I'll just leave you alone now...I'm sorry</3"

Wow...I started tearing up while i was reading that. She's beautiful. So she's not the skinniest, but shes nowhere near fat! I'd even consider her below average. She looks fine! And she's a sweet girl!! I don't know why people would treat her like that. I have to show her that it doesn't matter that she isn't "Justin Carr" that i'm still inlove with her and i care about her a lot. I went to type a message, but before i typed it, i changed her name form JC to Isabella.

To Isabella<3: Hey! no...i want to talk to you! Don't go :(

i sent and sat down at the table furrowing my eyebrows together when she replied almost instantly..

From Isabella<3: What?

Damn...she must be mad or just really really upset. at this point..i feel bad..i just want to hold her and....you know what?.. that's what i'm going to do.

To Isabella<3: babe stop. i need to tell you that for one, youre absolutely gorgeous! two, i still love you. i was inlove with the person behind the screen, even if you weren't really the picture that popped up everytime we talked. You're still the person i fell inlove with isabella. i love you. and i know you're upset right now. and i know why, but you shouldn't be. i love you and i hope we can still be together, but this time. we have to be honest with eachother.

i sent the message and i poured myself some cereal, i went to get up to get the milk, but i got a message from Isabella and she was far more important than milk.

From Isabella<3: YES YES YES YES! I still wanna be with you Justin . I'm just a little self concious....as you can tell, but i love you too and i trust that you'll be honest with me aswell from here on out and i would love to be youre GIRLFRIEND ;)

i chuckled to myself. she's already adorable. i bet she's smiling right now. i can't wait to meet her and see that gorgeous smile with my own eyes..

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