love or lost

the unforgotten

i use to but nowadays you cant  love without  getting abused or treated like shit like last night i was sitting on  my couch with my daughter alameda watching amazing world of gumball  when i get a text from my home girl keara saying turn on the news  and looking over at alameda half way sleep  i turn the new on see Tyre seeing him walk to the police car i began to cry and i got up an turn the TV off and my phone began to rang i look it was Tyre mom

hello rosey omg did you hear wat happen idk what to do ?!!

he ain't ready for jail rosey 

'ma ain't nobody meant for jail' i said and a hush voice 

i know rosey but he have an child that needs her father said ma 

you not lying but we can't change that dumb  chose Tyre made to be honest ma  

as i  began to walk around the house talking alameda was moving breathing heavy listen ma can i call you back  because alameda i catching a cold i will call you back in 10 minutes OK love you bye adios

  as i went down the stair i  sat down to rest thinking about Tyre i put the speaker on playing don't by bryson tiller i go into the kitchen to get something to drink some back and lay but 15 minutes passes by i dozes  off  .....