Silent tears

silent tears ch. 2

### DAWN'S POV###

i woke up feeling grogy and looked around to see that i had slept in the kitchen it wasnt unusual after my father knocks me out he usually goes up to bed and sleep untill midday unless he has to work while i get up get dressed and cover up my bruises and scars and go to my second hell otherwise known as school

i quickly but silently walk up the stairs and into my room. I quickly grabed my clothes which where as per normal a baggy t-shirt and hoodie with a pair of sweatpants and some black converse that my father had bought me when i was ten and they were at least five sizes to big. i quickly got into the shower and washed my hair. When i got out i quickly got dressed and stood in front of the mirror to put my 'cover up' makeup on.

When i looked in he mirror i saw a girl with startling silver eyes with violet flecks in them and waist long ebony hair looking back I wondered what i would look like if my life was normal if i didnt have and abusive father and a deseced mother would i look like one of those barbie clones i saw at school so often would i have dyed blond hair instead of my normal jet black? would i be tanned from hanging out at the beach instead of my naturaly pale skin? would i be talking on the phone for hours instead of not having talked in seven years? or would i still be me a friendless loner a 'freak' as i have heard some people put it ever so delicatly.

I sighed and finished putting on my makeup and pulled my hood down. As i walked down the stairs I heard my fathers bed creak and froze then i dashed towards the door and out into the street.

On my way to school i saw yatasha and the sluts drive past as they did they shouted "FREAK!" at me and drove off. As i walked through the gates i heard the bell ring and i dashed to class. When i got there mr. Brown sneered at me and to me to take my seat and started doing the register. I went to the back of the classroom and sat down in my seat which was furthest away from the teacher. When he said "Dawn Onyx" i raised my hand then lowered it when he called the next name. When he was finished doing the register he informed us that we had a new student. As if on que a guy wak through the door. The new guy had brown nearly black hair that came down nearly to his shoulders and nicely tanned skin his clothes and shoes where nothing special he was wearing jeans and a black t-shirt but what caught my attenion was his eyes they were pure black but had scarlett fleaks in them

"Ahhh Mr.Willow i presume? class this is our new student Alex Willow tell us about your self Mr. Willow's".

The new kid or alex shuffled awkwardlly from one foot to another obveously uncomfortable with ahveing to talk to the whole class huh i would of pinned him for a cocky over confident jerk. Alex cleared his throut and said in his deep voice that made all the girl minus myself melt but i will admitt that a chill ran down my spine.

"umm my name is Alex Garret Willow and i can play guitar" he said unwilling to say anymore. Mr. brown frowned at him and said

"Ok Mr. Willow can you please take a seat either next to Miss Onyx, raise your hand please "

I raised my hand not careing much, if the boy had a chose then he would definetly seat some where else, im just the mute freak remember?

"or you can sit over near Jacob who is absent today".

I sighed closing my eyes and laid my head on the desk untill i heard the seat next to me being pulled out. My eyes shot open instantly and i quickly lifted my head to see none other than Alex.

He chuckled when i gave him a 'what the hell' look and said

"mind if i sit here?" i shook my head 'no' and he sat down next to me.

"So whats up?"

he said trying to make a conversation i mentely snorted 'good luck with that pal'. Yatasha turned around in her seat