what hurts the most!!!!

Still the hospital

I tried to sit up but I couldn't cause of my stupid leg in this stupid cast and sling I yelped in pain trying to move as the doctor and my dad and Levi and Anna and Gemma and Kylie and some one else who at first I didn't realize who it was he was blonde and Irish  I shot right out of bed to hug him Harry still confused of why I shit out of bed to hug someone else but not him or anyone else even before the doctor unslung my leg I was out of the sling the blonde Irish boy was Niall Horan  while hugging Niall I realized Levi had been crying so I let go of Niall  and before Niall let go of me I had my arms already around Levi dad and Niall laughed at me because I always have to be fast paced movement then dad was telling the rest that they will get use to it I whispered to Levi hey race you and Niall to the cafeteria then Levi said hey Niall food time as I ran to the elevator since I knew everyone would be mad at me if I took the stairs I think Niall  and Levi took the stairs  because Harry dad Anna and Kylie and the boys got into the elevator once it hit the main floor I ran out of it to a sign and to the cafeteria and looked around for those two boys which were no where in sight so I waited and not out of breath like they were when they walked in then I started to brag and gloat they looked as if they were gonna pour but they laughed it off as Harry came by me and kissed my cheek. I told Levi sorry then everyone had a shocked face cause they knew I never apologized for my mad rants well dad and Levi and Niall for sure but still everyone else had a shocked look I just ran to get food got back and Harry and the boys were in a huddle discussing stuff which couldn't be good i thought then i went to Gemma Anna dad nails and Kylie and asked why they are huddling over there they said that Harry has to tell me when he is ready so I decided I wasn't hungry and gave Niall my food and said I'm going to go see if I can go for a run. So I left and found a corner and hall and slid down crying I didn't like being told that someone else had to tell me when they are ready if that person knows what's going on.