Landon is leaving today.
It's been 4 days now and I kind of got used to him sleeping with me, this is worng he should live with us. His parents are stupid for treating him like a piece of shit, he's their son and they shouldn't do that stupid grounding thing. Yes I kind of would be shocked but It's a personal freedom I guess?
"Ugh I don't want to go home." Landon said as he turned the car.
"I don't want you to go either." I sighed putting my head over his window. "Live with me and dad, it would be great I guess? And dad totally wouldn't mind since he loves you."
"What an idea! I'll think about it." He hit the Steering wheel. "Please take care of your self very well and don't cut or smoke. Promise?"
I looked down "I hope so, but I won't promise."
"You will not." He shook his head "I'll miss you around."
"I'll miss you too Other half." I hugged him for the millionth time today.
"Bye." He said and I pulled away trying to smile, I waved whispering bye. I waited for his car to be out of sight, and when it did I walked to the other side of the road. No, I'm not going to Mason's house but I'll go to take a walk on the beach to breath new fresh air, it's always good in the morning.
A lot of thoughts crossed my mind as the water touched my feet, it's cold.
I listened to music and wrote something's on the sand. Who said being alone isn't fun? Huh, it's totally better than to be surrounded by people may not really love you and stap your back and lie stright to your face.
I walked to a booth that I think I came to before, as I saw the guy's face I totally remembered that day.
"Hey, can I take a-" I was cutted off by him
"Strawberry banana smoothie? Sure." He smirked
"Um.. Yeah." I furrowed my eyes and he let out a chuckle.
"Here it is beautiful lady have a nice day." His grin got bigger
"Uh I thank you, you too." I smiled known that I'm blushing. I walked again to the same spot I came to the first day, it was so good. Close but yet far from the sea.
My thoughts got deeper and deeper, I thought about how can plains fly, how the clouds doesn't fall over, How we came to life. God is the greatest.
I felt a hand on my shoulders, I quickly turned around to see those blue eyes.
"Hi" He said sitting next to me, I didn't look away. It's blue. Blue. B l u e.
"Done staring?" He chuckled, I shook my head real quick.
"I wasn't staring, I just noticed that you have blue eyes."
"You like it?"
"Yeah actually blue eyes are my favorite. I find it attractive." Oh no I did not say that.
"Ooooh you find me attractive then? Ha I know that." I didn't answer instead I giggled looking away. He held my chin and turned my face toward him, he stared into my eyes. Well, I usually hate this staring thing but when I look at him I just.. I don't know, I forget.
"You know what?" He spoke not even blinking.
"What?"
"When I look into your eyes, this song lyrics hit my mind."
"What lyrics." I smiled..
"When I look into your eyes, it's like watching the night skies or a beautiful sunrise there's so much they hold. So much for real."
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Take The Pain Away
RomanceBeginnings are usually scary and endings are usually "sad", but it's everything "in between" that makes it all worth living.