Most Desperate Desire- Ziall AU blind!Niall -One-Shot

Part I

A/N: I'm finally updating this after sooo long of it being in my works.

I lost inspiration to this, and this is my first Ziall one-shot, and I'm used to writing Larry...so I hope this came out good. 

Hope you enjoy!

~Hunter xx.

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“My world is surrendered by darkness…the only spot of light in it is you.”

Author POV

Darkness.

No light, just dark.

The only color is black.

Not being able to see anything.

Not being able to enjoy the surroundings.

No colors, just the black dept of nothingness.

Nothingness becomes their own way of living.

Sometimes they have that one wish, to see everything the earth has to offer.

Well, this is exactly how the life of Niall Horan was.

And his one and only wish is to be able to see the love of his life, Zayn Malik.

Will his wish ever be fulfilled, or will he be in forever darkness?

Niall POV

Have you ever wanted something so bad that it killed you? That every day you wish that one thing could happen, but it never does?

That’s how I feel and it hurts.

Anyways, my name is Niall Horan and I’ve been blind since birth. It’s not as bad as you think, since darkness if the only thing that I’ve known, you get used to it. Well, even though you always wish that one day you could wake up and would be able to see, but sadly that would never happen to me.

I just want to be able to see all the wonders of the world, is that so much to ask for? All I see is, well nothing, abso-fucking-lutely nothing. Sometimes it really doesn’t bother me, but other times I just want to be able to witness things that ‘normal’ people are able to.

I groan and rub my hands over my face, this used to be so much easier when I was younger and didn’t understand many things. But, now it’s where I understand that people can actually see in color, while I’m here with nothing. Why do I have to be different? Why can’t I see? What did I ever do to deserve this?

I did nothing, I was only a baby. Why did it have to happen to me? All I want to do is see the man I love, is that so hard?

I flopped back on my bed and I put my hands over my face. I just wish that I could see. I just wish that I was a normal boy.

“Mummy?”

“Yes sweetie?”

“Why can’t I see? Why can other people see?”

“Well, the thing is the reason why you can’t see is because God wanted you to only see the person you fall in love with. And when you’re ready that person will be the only one you see.”

“Really?”

“Yes, now go back to learning Braille.”

I was just about 5 and my mum had me believe that for the next few years. When I found out, I came home crying because the kids at school were making fun of me. They called me many different names that I don’t ever want to repeat because it just made that year at that school a living hell. The bullying got extremely worse and the principal was defending the other children when I was ‘accidentally’ pushed down the stairs and broke my ankle. I was transferred to a different school where I instantly made friends with another outcast, named Louis.