Punk Kian Lawley //

Chapter 6

A couple days after Kian and I's talk things returned to normal. I did come into see him while he worked just to make sure he was there and as far as I knew he hasn't been going to see this JC guy. It's just something is really off about the situation..what is he doing that is so bad that he can't tell me and is claiming it is for my safety? I really love Kian, I do, but is it okay to be with him while he's doing something that I can't know about because it will endanger me? It's about all I've thought about for a couple days and I just really think I need to talk to him about it, if I can't know about it then i think it's best I leave.. I couldn't live with him knowing I could be in danger. It's not right and he has to understand that.

When Kian got home I had already made dinner, his favorite: Spaghetti.
Kian stepped in the door and hung up his leather jacket and slipped his shoes off. "It smells delicious, thanks baby." Kian said and came over and hugged me. We sat down at the couch and ate while he watched Criminal Minds. "Kian.. we need to talk about something." I said. Kian paused the show, "Okay, let's talk." he said. "About the other day.. with that JC character.. I need to know what business you are talking about. Kian I can't live with you and be with you if you don't tell me what it is. If you are doing something so bad that if I knew about it that it could endanger me.. I need to know what it is." I said. Kian stopped and rubbed his face with his hands. "Lena..." Kian sighed out. "I'm only doing this because I love you and I can't be without you. As much as I don't want to endanger you, I for sure can't lose you." Kian said and stood up and took my hand. He started to lead me to the hallway where that room was that he told me not to go to when I was there for the first time. "You cannot tell anybody about this and you cannot freak out and run from me once I show you this." Kian said. I gulped and took a deep breathe, "Okay, I promise." I said and looked up at him. He opened the door and it revealed shelves of just bags of crystals tiny crystals in bags in tubs. And a computer in the corner and the room was very bright with the light on. "Is that .. crystal meth?" I asked. Kian nodded. "Drug dealing is a dangerous business and I wanted to keep you out of it." Kian said. ".. So like where do you actually make this?" I asked and inspected the bags. "You'll see one day, but this is all new to you and I don't wanna get you too involved too soon." Kian said. "Okay..." I said. "So that's all?" I asked. Kian nodded.

After he showed me the room I went to bed. I don't really know how to react. I mean how would
you react if you found out the guy you're in love with and basically living with is a meth maker? I don't think he actually does the meth, I would be able to tell. God, I have so many questions, but I have to hold them back for later.

AN //

Hey guys! Not sure how many of you are actually still reading but this a huge reveal and I hope you guys like the idea. I have some more to this story so stick around 😉