The world isn't made for me I'm a disgrace, disappointment why was I even put here if I have no purpose what's the point of trying to fit in if I end up hurt . I've never had any real friends they all leave . But I like being alone even if I'm bored of my mind and question my existence I wonder why I'm I not dead already . I do have friends I do but I never truly talk to them yes I'm in a group chat and they try to get me to hang out with them but what's the point if all they do is make fun of me. I might be funny looking but I have a heart too . I've never done anything wrong or at least I don't think I have I always try to be there for them in their time of need but they don't notice if I'm suffering they don't notice that I cry each night they don't notice the scars I have in my heart or on my wrists. Nor does it matter to anyone either way . I might seem happy I might laugh might smile but it's all a show for the world. I have to keep my patience I have to keep my anger I have to keep any emotion inside I have no choice . Being a kings daughter isn't easy and I didn't ask for it I'm supposed to be a role model a Perfect daughter and I fail in that position. I make many mistakes and no one has ever seen my tears I've never let people see the real me and I never will, I know I'm human and I make my mistakes you might try to break me but that job is already done you have no deed to do I'm Unfixable . I never look back on those who leave me because to me it's just another lesson I learn for the world this is why I trust no one
