John Tucker Fell In Love With Me

Chapter 4- After Party Gulits

It has been 4 days since I last talked to John and to be very honest it's driving me crazy.

When he held my hand in the bus the other day I swear it actually lit my day up but I can't admit that I have feelings for him it is too soon an he only just broke up with jess the other day.

Jess hasn't spoken to me for a while and she doesn't hang with me or any of the other girls anymore maybe because she is jealous that I talk to John.

It was 5:34 when I got a text from Talesha asking to go to a party with her,i didn't have anything going for me today so I decide to go with her and the girls Sophie,Liana and Gloria.
She didn't invite jess because she thought she was being stuck up to all of the girls.

I get dress wearing my clean pair of tights and my stussy shirt that my mum brought me for my birthday not long ago I then matched that with my nike windbreaker and my pair of black Adidas shoes.

I put my hair in a lose pony tail and let my tandrils out from the side.
I texted Talesha saying I was ready and if she could pick me up from my house.

My mum was just in the lounge room watching tv she decided she wasn't going to drink tonight just incase she had to pick me up from the party and I thanked her because I know how hard it is to not try and think about dad and for her she can get carried away with what she is doing and doesn't realise it.

Talesha was here in about 20 minutes in her black jeep which I really loved,me and her have become so close we take each other like sisters and I love the bond we have honestly.

She came with the rest of our squad and they were dressed in all of the top brand designs like Nike,Adidas,Stussy and Factorie which were all so very expensive.

I hop in the front seat and we all head off to the party.
"So I met this guy yesterday" Talesha says blushing major time
"Whoooo!!!" we all shout curious
"Okay.....I will tell you" she says giggling
"His name is William" she says trying so hard to hide her smile but it wasn't working....Ahaha

"Omg not...William.....Saunders"Sophie says kicking Talesha's chair from the back
"My cousin....AHAHAHA" liana laughs out
"Oh shut up he is cute......and maybe tonight at the party I might get in with" she says grinning and winking

"YEAH THE GIRLS" we all chant all the way to the party
"Okay girls we are here" Talesha says with her spirit fingers out and smiling wide mouth

"Finally my whores"gloria laughs

We hop out of the car and head straight in the party hasn't turned up yet but the Dj starts playing some remixes for some people to dance to.

About half an hour later we were joined by what seemed like over 150 people including front back and inside.
The house was going off and The decided to dance so I joined them.

Moments later we were all on the dance floor having he time of our lives.
And it looked like Talesha was right William was here and this was the first time meeting him he was very tall and quite handsome he was perfect for her and I smiled when he took her away....UPSTAIRS ahahahhah!!!!!

I was dancing mostly by myself because Sophie was with her boyfriend and Gloria was with Phillip (those cuties) and liana was with Elijah( kissing Ahaha)

So I just danced to the music. I danced for about 30 minutes until I decided to take a break from the dance floor.
I head towards the kitchen until I hear someone call my name
"Chloe" some one calls out
I turn around and see a masculine body standing on a few meters away I move my eyes up towards the face of this person and to my surprise it was John.
"Hey sexy" John says jokingly
I didn't want to talk to him because the fact that he can go on with life ignoring me and the all of a sudden come in when he thinks he can makes me angry.....hurt because my feelings were getting stronger for this amazing guy and I knew I had to stop.

I turn around and head for the kitchen just like I planned to do in the first place to take a break.
He still calls my name out again I finally give in.

"What" I say annoyed
I could see the hurt in his eyes as if he got his heart broken but it couldn't be because he likes another girl

"I...just wanted to talk....but seeing you don't...I'll leave yeah" he says slowly walking off
He walks until I can no longer see him
What have I done.....i made him leave and now I'm the lonely one
I wanted to get rid of all my thoughts to drown them in alcohol just like my own mother but why should I drown myself in alcohol when I'm not in love or is this a sign...NO!!

I got up from my seat in the kitchen and went for the alcohol on the bench there was so many different types of alcohol but I finally decided to have vodka punch.

This wasn't my first time drinking maybe my third or fourth but as I have an alcoholic mum of course I have drunk alcohol before

I wash down my throat with the vodka and head to the dance floor,everyone looks like they are having a fun time.
I start dancing and I think it was good because a cute guy approached me.

"Hey" he says
He has a charming voice
"Hey" I return with a smile
"Your really hot" he says out of the blue with a cute smile planted on his face
"Thank you" I shout since the music got heaps louder
"Your not bad yourself" I shout
"Names cole" he shouts greeting me
"Chloe" I shout also
"Wanna get out of here" he shouts smiling and winking at me
"Sure why not" I say not hesitant because I want to get my mind of shit

He grabs my hand and leads me out of the party he takes me around the house and there is not that much people there but he doesn't stop there he takes me inside the shed.

"Your a really good dancer" he says teasing me
"Ahaha I try....i guess" I say smiling like an idiot
"How bout we just stop playing and go straight for it" he grabs my waist and pulls me closer

At that moment I wasn't looking for a real relationship I was just looking for a one night stand an this was the perfect guy to do it with.
Since I have been drinking I wasn't afraid.

"Yes" I say as he pulls me even closer my breathing goes to rapid pace and his breathing was ragged.

I feel his erection on me growing and at this moment I wanted him.

He starts planting kisses on my neck and I moan in joy...YES This is what I want right but if it is what I want why am I feeling so guilty?

He then heads straight for my lips with his hand he cups my chins pulling my head forward to look at him

"Tonight is only a one time thing okay?" he says
He then kisses me hard on the lips his hand moves downward to my butt and he places both hands on my butt pusing me closer to his growing erection

He stops and places me on the ground he then gets on top of me and starts kissing again
"Wrap your legs around me baby" he says out of breath from kissing me really passionate

I do as I'm told and wrap my legs around he then starts grinding on me pushing his erection deep in my tights.

He stops again and gets up to get something from his pocket
Once he found what he was looking for he pulled it out
A Condom
He removes his pants and underwear he the slips it on amazed by his length he get back on me and takes my tights off at this point I didn't know if i wanted to have sex with him

"Do you want to do this" he says
And with those words I didnt want this anymore because John was running in my mind

I asked myself am I doing this to get him out of my mind ?
Because if I was it didn't work it only made me realise that I wanted him not this guy I just met at a party
Cole could see the unsure look on my face
"You don't...pretty obvious" he gets up from me and puts his underwear and pants on he lifts me from the ground and I get my tights on

"I'm sorry" I say giving him a sad facial expression
"Don't worry" with those words he walks out of the shed and I'm left alone I decided I wanted to go home
But I went back in the party and drank more alcohol

I wanted to forget this night ever happened because now I know who I have true feelings for and now I was sad because I tried giving myself to another guy just to get rid of the only one who matters to me John !

I got pretty drunk and was walking a street I didn't even know but since I was drunk it made me feel brave I was just wandering until I felt a sharp pain in my chest and a figure in front of me but I couldn't see who it was because I fell down pretty fast and was unconscious!