How to love.

Chapter Five..

 I slowly woke up in this white , small room. "Wow it's bright in here.." I murmered as i brushed the hair outta my face. My head was pounding. The bed i was laying in was quite comfortable but had very thin quilted blankets. I tried to wiggle out of it. "Shit !" I said in pain. there were glass cuts all over my arms & legs, I can't believe im alright, I grabbed a pillow behind me & puffed it up so i could relax.  I took a deep breath & glanced around the room, on my lunch tray table was holding a jello cup & my iphone. I grabbed my phone & checked for any calls. 23 missed calls.. from ..? Harry... shocker.. I hit the lock button & admired the gift Savannah had gotten me.. Some of the glitter had fallen off of my name from the accident. The white hospital bracelet on my wrist was starting to hurt, & so was everything else. I wanted my best friends here with me. Then i remembered.. Ashlyn... I started to form tears in my eyes, until I heard the intercom go off behind me head. It was a nurse with a soft young voice. "Alex , you have a visitor." I brought the covers close to my neck & shut my eyes, fake sleeping. I heard  the door creeked open , & the doctor come in first. "You'll have to wake her , " He said. "Shes been sleeping for a while." "Thank you." I heard Harry say. My stomach dropped. I was NOT going to open my eyes for him. Why was he here ??? I could hear him shut the door & walk over towards me. Telling by the way he was breathing , you knew he had been crying... "Alex.." He said. "Why did this happen..?" he then started to sniffle. "I don't know..." I mumbled very sarcastically. I opened my eyes & saw he had my birthday presents from the girls. He plopped it on the lunch table. "So your up.. ?" a long pause between us both. "Not talking I guess.." He said. I rolled my eyes. "They almost towed your car away, But before they did, i managed to save your Toms, Headphones, & This bag. I just threw them all in it... I see your wearing the necklace." he said. He sounded shocked. "Fuck you.." I said as I attempted to pull the covers over my face. "Alex , you don't know how bad I feel about this !" Harry said. I immediately threw the blanket off of my face. "Shut up.! Why should i believe you when it was all a lie in the beginning.??" I said to him. He stood up , never taking his eyes off of me. "I was drunk !! Do you not remember ?? We were both pretty messed up !" He yelled. "You weren't even thinking of anyone else but yourself & getting your hand up her shirt.!" I yelled at him. With a soft voice again , the intercom woman interrupted, "is everything 'alright' in there ?" Harry pushed the talk button & spoke. "Everything is fine, thank you." He slowly walked around to the other sie of the hospital bed, & sat in the open seat next to it. He grabbed my hand & began rubbing it with his thum.. "Were you pretending from the start ?" I asked softly. He looked really deep into my eyes. "Ive always loved you , from the day i first saw you, struntin' around in your short party dress, dancing alone to what is now known as 'our song'." He said smiling. "Do you remember what that song is ?" I asked with a hint of worry in my voice. "How much do you wanna bet ?" He asked. I smiled. "On the count of 3, we'll say it at the same time..." 1... 2... 3... (& from what i heard, this is what we sounded like) : "JUST THE OH WAY ITS MAGIC ARE." We looked at each other with dumb looks. Harry... I think i would remember if I were dancing alone to "Oh oh oh Its Magic.." he smile. "Im just kidding ! its 'Just the way you are' by, Bruno Mars." We grinned at each other.. It was a long pause. He then slowly leaned in & very sweeetly , we kissed. I felt the love... "I love you. So very very much. I never want to lose you.!" harry whisperd.  I looked at him, "Take me home ?"

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