My knees are up to my chest, my arms hugging my legs as I cry for... for... for nothing.
For self pity... Geez can you be anymore full of yourself...
" Shut Up! " I yelled... to myself.
I continue to sit, alone, in my room. No one knows or cares for that matter that I'm here.
My parents dont care about me. To be honest I don't know if my dad even knows I exsist. I've never met him. My mom is never home and when she is she's drunk or passed out. I slept in the park on a bench for 3 nights last week and when I came home my mom was passed out on the kitchen table and my older brother, James, was upstairs smoking pott with his girlfriend.
I get up and wipe the tears off my face. I decied to skip the $10 I take from my mom's purse each day for food becuase I already feel fat enough.
I go and lay in my bed and listen to TØP's album Vessel. I feel asleep to Screen and have my annual nightmare when I get tied down to a bed as giant spiders crawl all over me.
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I hope you guys enjoyed that first chapter. I know it was probably boring. Sorry. I promise it gets better. If you did like it pls don't hesitate to comment your opinions, suggestions, and questions. :)
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