....... I sit... In my hospital bed... Utterly speechless... Wa..wha..I..WHAT! How in the world is this fucking possible. The..th..them talking about meh... me.
It's probably some pity scame.. Don't tell me you actually think they ment that... They are obviously getting paid to say that...
Sadly... This time I agree with my thoughts. Why would anyone care enough about me to say that. I looked down at the scars on my wrists and all the reasons and thoughts came back.
Why are you so ugly...
No one even likes...
Like you would ever find love...
Can you just kill yourself already.. No one would care anyway...
Why waste your time with the world when all it wants is you dead..
Just do it already...
Do it..
DO IT!!!
Tear roll down my face faster than a waterfall. I picked up the knife that came with my hospital meal and began slice open the scabs. A burning sensation started when blood tricles down my arm. I burst into tears.
Would you just look at yourself... Always trying to get attention...
I couldn't take it anymore.. The thoughts, the pain, the insecurity. I start to go deeper with the cuts. Blood is now covering my arm and falling down onto the hospital sheets. My head bagan to get blurry when the nurse walked in... She ripped the knife and that's all I remember...
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FanficAn Un-Realistic Fan Fiction About A 16 Girl Who Tries To Find Her Purpose Through Music. This Story Is Inspired By Shout, A Short Story By @tylerisdun (If Your Reading This I Really Enjoyed Your Story And I Was Sad When It Ended... Sorry If It Seems...
