My poetry

Is it really worth it

Is it really worth it like I'm just done with the bullshit like you say you got my back and then you can't even say happy birthday but you so quick to call me when you just want to vent when I want to vent it like I'm asking to world and this prove my point that why you could never be my Bestfriend cause you are so fucking shade that it did make sense how in the hell I find a better friend in people I met three week ago like they say happy birthday and then when I ask you be there for me when it something important and you don't show your ass and that prove so much to me like I gone though so much shit to be your friend and all you can say I will call you later what the fuck it that why everyone think you fucking still going to be high school when we all gradation and that fucking shame maybe I'm the fuck fool for being your friend all I get bullshit and I get bad attudie like what the fuck I do to you maybe my mom right you are fucking waste of my time like I put in all this fuck time in and I feel so stupid like I'm just a fuck fool but it ok cause I just won't let the next people get me like that cause I just refuse to go though with you like I got a ticket for you like you are just a bullshit friend and I wish I never started this friend cause this was a waste of time I came out the house when I was sick to be with you act like this I see why you don't have a lot of friends cause you treat like shit geez I feel so stupid my ex didn't even make me feel this bad and he got someone pregnant like you are the fucking worst so you what I'm done you call and I won't answer and you can text but that shit ain't important to me and you know the reason why you are in the bullshit your in cause you choose to be there and I try to tell you that but you don't fucking listen so you know be in tat fucking mess by your self I'm done hear that bullshit you are always talk about how people are mess but you are the bigger mess I ever seen and every time I want to walk off something always tell me you need me to stay cause she need you but you don't need me cause you got your own head stuck so far up your own ass that you act like you don't need anybody  and that fucking sad as hell but I wish you well cause this just some bullshit and I can't take anymore