My poetry

The change

It something about when you got get up and fight again cause you got your self knock u mean geez I really took a hit this time i actually felt like some people draw blood when they hit me like God I took a lot hit at once hope that it would work out for my good but it really kill me I felt like they put a gun to my hit head and it was going to get pulled at anytime smh i mean now as it going on I started to pray and meditate and go back to church and actually start listening again I stop trying to compete for a spot and just become to spot again I let myself find a way to forgive I let speak its peace so it could be at peace it some about have to learn everything over again cause I learn to love my self again to live for myself and the part to spoil myself cause I fought so long to get here why should ruin it with this sorry ass pitiful thing that with call life like if I'm going to have do this then I decide I'm going practice my profession like I'm going to smile more enjoy more and not hate the people who did thing to me like why would try to hate when I doing better then you that like me going to your level so I can be miserable with you and that what my goal is yes I will be honest it fun but fun don't make up for everything that happen but I forgive you and I forgive me too and hope you forgive me too cause it not for me it for you I mean man I really loving this this spot I'm in like I'm happy I gain so much back and I can say God has really had me and my mother love and God strength I figure God can't push me forward if I'm look like that he had me shed some tears and I yes I feel like this had me for min but I'm start to see why I need it for me cause he knew I need it and I know one day I will find someone like me to love me like me and to be my equal but I hope I left a impact on everyone cause if I do nothing else I pray I affect you in some type of way as a friend an girlfriend anything May god be with you God bless much love you and me