Do you realize what you've done to me? I'm insecure and I hate myself all cause if you. You made me think I had to have very thing exactly perfect to even be worth a second of someone's time. Even then I'm still not good enough. Why happened to you that made you treat us that way? Why couldn't you ever smile? Why did you have to convince me that I was just a worthless price of crap with no future? I hate this. I'm to ugly. To dumb. Not good enough. Not anything. I'm nothing. Thank you for making me believe that.
-A message to my Dad
