Beautifully Flawed Love

Chapter 1:Admitting it to myself

Craig's POV

I sat in my desk as I stared at the board with a blank expression,I don't understand this bullshit.I tapped my pencil on my desk and looked around the room.I glanced at Tweek who was fidgeting with the bottom of his shirt as his leg twitched and shook.I stared at him and must of zoned out because Mr.Fuckbois called my name. [(͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)]

"Craig Tucker,you better be listening young man!" I rolled my eyes and flipped him off.

"Craig did you just flip me off?" I flipped him off a second time.

"No."

"Yes you did,you just did it again!" I rolled my eyes and went back to staring at Tweek.

"CRAIG TUCKER GO TO MR.MACKEY'S OFFICE RIGHT NOW!"I scoffed but stood up and walked out of the classroom while flipping Mr.Fuckbois off.

I went to the rooftop and pulled out a cigarette and my lighter.I sat down on the cold concrete and let my thoughts wonder.I found myself thinking about Tweek for what seems like the one hundredth time today.I found myself thinking about his messy blonde hair and how his hazel green eyes have the perfect amount of green with specks of gold.How he always stutters and his random twitching.

Why am I thing these things?Then it hit me like a brick wall,I'm in love with Tweek.I'm in love with spazz boy.Oh holey shit,I'm in love with Tweek!I can't be in love with Tweek he's scared shitless of me!I took a deep breath and put my cigarette out on the ground.I lit a second one and took a long drag letting the toxic gas stay in my lungs for a minute before exhaling.

A small cloud of smoke formed in the air in front of me causing me to smile softly.I took a second drag and repeated the process til it was finished.I stomped it out with the heel of my shoe before shoving my hands in my pockets and walking home.I opened the door to my house to be greeted by silence.

I saw a note on the fridge saying mom and dad went on a 'business trip' which basically means they went on vacation.Also Ruby is staying with our Aunt,I let out a sigh and went upstairs to my room.I flopped down on my bed and closed my eyes.I dozed off a few minutes after I laid down.

I woke up with a groan when I remembered my recent discovery.If I like Tweek does that mean I'm gay?I haven't liked anyone but Tweek before,I mean sure I've dated people before but I never really liked anyone before.I need to figure out how this whole 'gay' thing works.I checked the time on my alarm clock to see its 5:26.

Its not that late so I guess I'll go to the library to do research of being gay.I got off my bed and left my house heading to the library.I arrived in front of the library after about 20 minutes of walking.I walked in and made my way to the computers,I went on Google and typed 'gay'.

I was immediately blinded by images of boys fucking so I clicked off images.I found wiki and clicked on it then reading through a long paragraph that basically meant gay was another word for homo.But I already knew that,this is so frustrating!I opened a new tab and typed in 'if you like a boy does that make you gay?'.

I left the library later that day with a little bit more knowledge than when I came here.I shoved my hands into my pockets and let out a sigh,this is so fucking difficult and frustrating!

Not only do I like a boy but the boy I like is afraid of me.This sucks ass man!I need to come up with a plan.If I'm going to continue to like Tweek than I need to get him to like me back.I decided to think about this over my dinner.I decided to watch some TV to get my mind off Tweek.I already feed Stripe earlier so I don't have to worry about that.

I turned on my favorite show and tried to watch it.Keyword,I tried.I failed because I couldn't concentrate on anything but Tweek who seemed to constantly be in my thoughts.That night I laid in my bed as I thought yet again about Tweek.I need to stop but I can't he's like a drug to me...and I'm addicted.

AN///:Hello,I hope you enjoyed the first chapter.I'm really excited for this story let me know what you think in the comments.