Beautifully Flawed Love

2:Feelings

Tweek's POV

I filled my thermos with coffee and grabbed my bookbag.I headed outside and began on my way to school.I hug my sweatshirt closer to my body as I try to stay as warm as possible.Its really cold this morning,way colder than yesterday.

I soon arrived in front of the school,I don't live that far from the school so it doesn't take me more that ten minutes to get there.I went to my locker and opened it quickly grabbing my stuff before I went to my first class.I sat down in the back of the class where I could be alone but my plan was ruined when Craig walked in and took the seat next to me.

"H-hey Craig." I greeted him causing him to turn to me and smirk.

"Hey Tweekers." He replied,I don't understand why he always calls me that but I don't mind.At least he isn't mean to me like he is to other people.

Mr.Fuckbois started the lesson and I started to drink my coffee.I heard Craig chuckle and I stopped drinking my coffee to look at him.He smirked at me but shook his head.

"Um,Tweekers you've got some on your lip." He said and I blushed and wiped my face off with my sweater sleeve.He nodded and went back to whatever it is Craig does.I stared out the window while zoning out thinking about how calm I am around Craig.I need to tell him how I feel but I'm not ready for him to hate me.

The bell rings and I get up from my seat before I began on my way to my first class.I take my seat next to Butters and he gives me a wide grin.I return with a small smile and I take out my pencil and notebook.I began to copy down the notes the teacher had written on the board.I finished and checked the time to see there's about twenty minutes left of class.

I turned to check if Butters was finished and saw he was already staring at me.He looked away quickly while blushing oh crap!Please don't let Butters like me!I don't want to hurt him!He's one of my best friends.I turned the page to a blank one before ripping it from my notebook.I quickly scrawl a simple message before passing it to him.

Hey Butters,how's your day going?

He smiled at the note before replying but his handwriting is much neater than mine.

Hi Tweek and my days been nice what about you?

My thoughts drifted to Craig almost immediately.I inwardly let out a scream as I thought of different ways for things play out of I were to tell him how I feel.

My days been okay,can I talk to you after class about something?

He gave me a concerned look before he replied.I avoided making eye contact with him can I really trust him with my feelings for Craig?

Sure you can!I'll always be here for you Tweek.

He wrote back and I let a sigh of relief escape my lips.I glanced at the clock to see we only have a few minutes left of class.

Thanks Butters,you're the best friend ever!

I messed up on the last word making it almost unreadable.My handwriting is always messy because I constantly twitch or spazz.I really hate my handwriting but it doesn't matter,what matters right now is what I'm going to say to Butters.I mean he said that I could tell him anything but what if he gets mad at me?What if he hates gay people?Oh my god!This is to much pressure!

After the bell rang,Butters followed me into the boys bathroom."So Tweek,what did you want to talk to me about?" Butters asked.

"I-i think I might have feelings for someone..." I managed to force out causing him to grin widely.

"Really?That's great Tweek!Who is it?" He actually sounded really happy.I think I can trust him.

"It's Craig." I finally said it out loud and boy did I feel nervous.What if he hates me now?I watched as his face fell but he quickly recovered with a new smile though this one didn't reach his eyes like the usual one.

"Craig sure is a lucky guy!I hope you guys get together and I'm glad that you were able to trust me with this." He said before rushing out of the bathroom,leaving me alone.Wait,what just happened?Did I say something wrong?Oh god!He's probably going to go tell Craig and then Craig will hate me and come and beat me up!

Craig is already scary but it would be terrifying for him to actually beat me up.I have to get out of here as fast as possible!In my hast to rush out of the boys room,I ran straight into Craig who was just entering."Where are you running off to Tweakers?" He asked in a teasing tone which did not help with my nervousness.

"Ugh,I was j-just leaving!" I explained while trying to move past him to the door.He looked confused but let me go none the less.I scurried off to class and the teacher yelled at me for being late which I apologized for.

What am I gonna do about Craig?

Hi guys,thought I'd drop a quick update before I have to go to the doctor.